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Consciousness is the Only Defense

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This is the base level of my foundation; the raw slab of consciousness, in which I have built my life upon from the ground up. My isolation chamber is my home. This is where I go to heal myself, and to be free from the bondage of the external world. Never place your life within another’s hands, as disappointment will find you every time. Live your life free from the others, as they are not here to bring peace into your life. The others will only bring their dogmatic views, opinions, and neuroses into your life; strangling the breath within you at any and every chance they can get. The catacombs within one’s mind, is the anchor of one’s inner thoughts. Within these catacombs, the true individual can heal themselves within their chrysalis, and move forward from any transformation they might be currently undergoing. This is how you and I heal ourselves: from within. The illusive external world will have you believing in lies and fear, as though these are real concepts. Nothing could be further from the absolute truth within one’s self. Within our minds; this is where our reality is created; not by a story we are told from another’s lying lips. Consciousness is the only defense the true individual has to protect their inner essence against the cesspool of neuroses within the illusive external world. It is proper to understand how the others, sheeple, and laborers know absolutely nothing about individuality, not do they know what true independence really is. For the true individual to spend extended periods of time within the illusive external world, without healing themselves within the catacombs of their inner essence; will bring about an increasingly toxic frequency within the true individual’s body energy field. This is why it is so important to never depend upon another person, nor the external world to heal one’s self from within. The majority of the sloth-like, uninitiated others, will most certainly resort to alcohol, drugs, food, porn, or other external vices, as a basic sheeple-response, half-assed attempt to heal some part of themselves from within. The majority of the others follow this route, as it is the easiest and quickest diluting method to numb any type of pain from within. But with these weak-willed and weak-minded others, they usually fail to recognize the difference between feeling numb, and healing one’s self from within. This is a commonality the others usually have in common, as most of the commoners fail to recognize most things in life.

Dead Gardens

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I have played in the dead gardens of attention seekers before in the past. The ignorant who plant their futures in the dead gardens do not have much to offer, as there is even less to plant within the stench of its necrotic soil. I never could understand those who enjoy frolicking within the diseased soil these stench filled necrotic gardens provide for others to waste away within. There are many of the others who enjoy complaining about their tedious lives, as the defeat and rejection of life gives them something glorious to obsess about. I put all of my obsessions to death a long time ago, as I never could understand those who enjoy digging up dead memories from the past. One would think these others who enjoy the trivial obsessions which they create for themselves within their lives, is somewhat enjoyable and satisfies some type of dismal urge from deep within their empty souls. Surprisingly enough, this is how many of the others within this world live their lives. When I see them aimlessly walking the streets, they possess this curious look, which is floating solemnly within their lost eyes. It is as though life, and the way they live within it, is steadily strangling them from the inside out. This is not a bad way to be put to death if one does not know any better. These attention seekers are something else; aren’t they? Why the hell would they think you or I would have a care about them or their needless lives? I truly believe social media makes the others and their kindred sheeple, feel as though they are more important than what they really are. It is truly astonishing but mostly depleting, how these numbed-out, braindead social media enthusiasts believe their meaningless lives are actually important. Human life is not as valuable as many of the others believe it to be. If this was in fact the case, more of the others would place a higher value on life, especially their own.

The Longitude and Latitude of Solitude

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At times, the weight and thickness of the energetic molasses, which can surround us at certain times in our lives, can and will weigh you down thoroughly and completely. What is it exactly that may be holding you back, which is steadily maintaining a stagnant flow of energetic communications within your life? Only you can answer that question, as I have never been able to do anything for you. I know you desire and seek peace within your mind, but do you really think the others will allow you obtain this illusively desired state of being? No, they will not. It is all up to you; just as it has always been. You are solely living for yourself; always remember that. No one cares about you, and they never will. Now, they may act as though they do care, but this is only because they may be getting something out of acting as though they do from another person. This is how the others operate within their lives; pretending to be something they never were to begin with. This is the way of the world, as humanity is the toxic pollutant; suffocating the ecosystem with every breath they breathe. The putridity these mouth breathers exhale, is in actuality the real cause of climate change.

VERNAL FIRE PRESS

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VERNAL FIRE PRESS is an independent publishing house based in Houston, Texas. We were birthed out of the fires of necessity, to reveal the unseen ideologies of our spiritual paths. Our genres deal with the darker sides of life, as well as the hidden aspects of our personal human existence.

​Within each and every one of us; lives a voice, an expression, a longing to seek out the specific thoughts, ideologies, and the modalities of the expression within our hearts. There is a specific underlying purpose behind the ideologies and philosophies of VERNAL FIRE PRESS. Our philosophy and our purpose, is to allow the seeking of internal and external explorations to be known and to be fully explored. Our brand of ideologies and philosophies are not meant, nor are they designed for the masses; nor are they designed for the weak minded. We are designated for the select few; as you will never find the select few, integrating themselves among the mindless pedestrians, who aimlessly meander through their lives. The individual, the true individual, knows the absolute truth of themselves, and will never conform to another’s ideologies or beliefs.

​We live our lives within ourselves; within the mirror of our intents, and within the mirror of our expressions and diverse modalities.

Life’s Beautiful Illusion

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Numbness. An aggressive circumstance. A circumcision of the mind’s eye. Another lost cause. Another day directionless. Another life without effectiveness. Too many to count. Mistakes on repeat. A broken record. You and I, we never belonged here. We were mean for so much more, yet the junkyard seemed to trap us within its rusted gates. Another man’s trash is another man’s treasure. But what was it exactly that you and I treasured? Peace of mind? Security? Hope? None of those ideologies have ever existed, let a lone exist within our psyches. It’s a common human error; the neediness of the others. Why is it people think it’s alright to core-dump all of their emotional nonsense upon you and I? I’m pretty sure it is because they are selfish, self-centered weak fucks, as most of the others usually are. It’s always been this way; the weak leaning on the strong, in order to survive life itself. It is you and I who are stuck in this illusion. It is you and I, who are in fact life’s beautiful illusion.

The Ripping Departure

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It is within times such as these, when everyone around you will start to doubt your abilities, motivations, intentions, and just doubt you as a whole. There will be no support from anyone around you, and if there is, they will throw all of your failures and liabilities straight in your face. Afterwards, they will claim they didn’t mean to do it, but you know they knew exactly what they were doing. They think they know what is best for you, yet they do not know what is best for themselves. The world will always close in on you. This is why it is important to keep you distance from the others, and the external world around you. No one will ever have your best interests at hand, as you must always travel throughout the external societal world with yours clenched; ready to strike anyone down at any given moment. One must maintain extreme prejudice and protection within their body energy field, when it concerns the external world. When does survival not concern the external world? I have not lived a day within this lifetime, when I was not under attack by some type of external force or circumstance. These externals can be somewhat impulsive at times; coming for you, your life, but mostly for your very soul. The sights projected from within their beady little eyes, their perception sees you as being indebted to them. This is their perception, the insecure mental state they constantly and thoroughly live within. You may feel stuck with them at time, as these types of people will constantly keep showing up on your life’s path. They are all distractions, nothing more. Do not allow these feeble-minded sheeple to distract you from anything while you make your way down your life’s path. It may feel at times that the wings to fly away from your life’s troubles and problems have been ripped straight from your back; leaving you defenseless and motionless. You may in fact be left feeling mentally, emotionally, or even physically paralyzed from the ripping departure of what you may feel is a defense mechanism of the ability to escape any situation or circumstance you may want and/or need to flee. There is never a need to escape, as you possess the inner strength within your body energy field, to handle any type of situation which may be presented before you. You never needed wings to fly, all you ever needed to change your circumstances is contained within you. It is your mind.