Truth within one’s senses does not exist, as these senses only communicate physical sensations in the form of electrical impulses to the brain. The truth, as we understand it within the heart, is contained within the feeling of intuition and conscious understanding. One can only trust the pulsations of truth within their chest, as the pulsations which occur within one’s mind, can possess the capacity to slowly emit death upon the psyche. At certain times, small deaths within one’s mind are needed, in order for a psychic change to take place. This psychic change allows for a different paradigm, a different perception to exist within the mind. This different paradigm and perception are needed, in order for one to truly see their life in a different light for themselves. The unrelenting mind-numbing weight of the external world’s voided bombardment has the capacity to crush the life right out from you. It is important to allow your consciousness to evolve, and to see the weight for what it is; an opportunity to change your life for the better. Evolution within one’s consciousness is one of the most basic and natural aspects of consciousness. One of the challenges one may have pertaining to this type of extreme evolution, is when it is induced by unknowable external forces, which unexpectedly arise within one’s life. One cannot control these unexpected extreme evolutions, but one can in fact control the way in which they personally react to these bombarding forces. Life can be somewhat extravagant, in the way in which it will impose these unnecessary evolutions within your life. Yet, we do not see these evolutions as necessary, but life in fact does. Life exists within this realm, in order to guide you and I along our paths within this life. There are specific circumstances we as individuals experience, when there is an absolute need to evolve; consequently, the comfort level we experience within our lives, prohibits any type of internal and/or external evolution. This is when life inevitably steps in; maintaining a natural equilibrium within all of the living creatures it watches over. Life always balances itself out, when it concerns the existence of its living creatures. Within our consciousness, you and I are integrated with life, nature, and other different types of consciousness, which exist within this realm. The ancient Egyptians did not eat fish, as fish live in water. The ancient Egyptians recognized the basic simple truth of fish being of a different type of living consciousness than humans. In the eyes of the ancient Egyptians; fish existed for the sole experience of living life within the aquatic realm, and not to be eaten. I find this part of history to be quite fascinating, as I never knew this information; coming across it when I was researching Ancient Egypt a couple of years back. Our ancestors in antiquity knew and practiced the truths contained within consciousness. Today, many of the others are so caught up within the fast paced, high-tech life being lived, it seems the study of consciousness, and the way in which it pulsates within living one’s life, has been completely dismissed. The others seem to think of consciousness as a thing, which solely resides externally from themselves. This complete lack of self-awareness has diseased the minds and souls of humanity. It seems as though the sheeple and the others, simply do not care about, nor do they want the responsibility of being responsible for themselves. For the most part; these others existing within the external world, want and ultimately need to be looked after by some type or form of authoritarian conglomerate and/or their totalitarian governmental regime, which would be more than happy to look after any and every care, want, and need of these externalized others within this realm. Individuals such as you and I, we refuse any and all types of intrusions by any and all types of external energies, frequencies, or vibrations, especially the ones who claim to have our best interests in mind. There is absolutely no such thing! There does not exist an external entity, which has our care and wellbeing at hand. You and I are solely responsible for ourselves. You and I are responsible for our thoughts, words, deeds, and the life we ultimately decide to live this moment forward. There is no law greater than our internal nature; there is also no authority greater than our consciousness. There is only one truth, which exists within each and every living being. This is the fundamental truth contained within one’s heart’s desire, nature, and consciousness.
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Understanding Your Higher Purpose
It is only when one has awakened from their conscious slumber, when they will intuitively come to understand how they have no other choice in life, other than to find themselves within their heart’s desire. When one awakens to who and what they are within themselves, a great responsibility is placed upon them. This is the internal desire, responsibility, and obligation for one to ascend to their higher purpose within this life. For those who are still asleep and have not awakened; they will remain unaware of this great responsibility living within themselves. For some of the others, they will transition from this realm to the next, without ever knowing this fantastic responsibility within themselves. As long as one remains comfortable within their life, this comfort will maintain their internal ignorance about themselves; moreover, this comfort will inevitably deem self-awareness and self-reliance unnecessary. There are many of the others within this realm, who are completely unaware of the existence of their eternal home. One cannot inform another who has not awakened to themselves; moreover, the security which exists within mind numbing ignorance is a luxury you and I will never know or experience. The purest fundamental essence of one’s heart’s desire and eternal home, is the understanding of the Christ Consciousness of creation, which exists deep within it. After one awakens to the external world of illusions, and to the fundamental truth within themselves; a numbing effect will shroud one’s body energy field. This numbing effect is a defense mechanism, a protective shield of sorts; protecting the newly awakened one from the toxic and malignant energies, tonalities, and frequencies within the external realm. Once an awakened one has fortified themselves within their body energy field, the numbing effect will dissipate rather quickly; allowing one to instinctively protect themselves against the toxic and malignant external realm. There are many different factors involved, when protecting one’s self from life’s atrocities, which freely roam haphazardly within the external world. When it concerns finding one’s eternal home and heart’s desire, the only place one ever needs to explore is within themselves. I cannot give you specific instructions, as everyone’s eternal home and heart’s desire is completely different and unique. The only information I can give to you is the knowing of its existence within yourself. There are so many things which we seek out within the external world. Yet, what we seek within the external, is in actuality contained within ourselves. There are others within this realm, who never quite figure this out. It took me many decades to realize this truth; consequently, it took me the same amount of time to come to the realization and understanding that what I experienced within the external world was an exact representation of my thoughts, how I felt about myself, and my overall paradigm within my beating heart. Once I awakened to the Christ Consciousness, my entire life transformed right before my eyes.
Death Always Brings Life into One’s Spectrum
As one lives their life, they will come to find that there exists a certain specificity, which naturally develops within their body energy field. This specificity is the way things in your life which no longer belong in your life, will naturally, without any effort on your part, simply die away. This is the way of life’s rebirth within one’s journey. If one is attuned within themselves, they will be able to sense this specificity before it occurs. Then suddenly, without hesitation; a quick death will occur within the circumstance, attachment, or way of living, which no longer serves a purpose within your way of life. This is the way of transitioning through one’s life; one day at a time. One may become lost withing their own transition, but this is how one eventually finds themselves when they become lost. There is no way of getting around it, as the only way to conquer this specificity, is to head straight into it. There is only one way to conquer anything, and that way is to head straight for it and consume yourself within all it has to offer you. No matter what it is, when releasing anything from your life, you must dissolve it from the inside out. Within a things core, this is where the essence of its existence is born. In order to extinguish the vital essence of a thing, one must extinguish the essence birthed from within its core. I have come to understand that when a thing is ready to die away from you and your life, the cycle in which it has existed within, is now complete. A small transition has ended, within a larger collection of experiences. Death always brings life into one’s spectrum, just as life brings death into one’s paradigm. There is no easy path of release to be found within one’s thought process, unless they know what is happening as it is occurring. Many will become confused within this process, as uncertainty will reveal itself during this intricate transitional process. While witnessing and feeling this process contract itself within your body energy field, you will also be able to feel the weight of your body become lighter. This is because the useless energy you were harboring is no longer weighing you or your life down. Weight takes up mass, just as energy takes up mass. We really do not think about energy taking up mass, as this is an abstract concept for most of the others to understand. How does something one cannot see, possess any type of weight to it? It is an interesting concept, but when one experiences this certain type of transition, they will know firsthand exactly what I am describing within these pages. Firsthand experience always converts a reliever into a believer; unless the denial trait is permanently hardwired into their spinal column. If this is the case, then their spines should be ripped out from the back of their thorax. With many of the others, the fear within their minds is so strong, that the concept of opening their minds is almost too much for them to face all at once within themselves. This is what keeps and maintains the others as controllable and meek.
To Live a Purposeful Life
Do you remember when you had everything figured out? Do you also remember when you did not need to take others into consideration, as you were the only one living within your life? Life has changed very quickly for you, just as life usually does. You and I are different, as we are not like the others. I see the laziness within the others, just as I know how you can also see it as well. I see how they have time and resources, yet they lack the motivation and/or foresight to do anything with their time and resources. Why do they sleep all day, and lack the motivation to do anything or achieve anything within their lives? Don’t they know life and time are finite? What a waste of time and life these others purposefully facilitate within their lives. My mind cannot comprehend the nonsensical excuses these others propagate within their lives. It is as though these excuses allow these others to feel content within their laziness. I do not understand the people of today’s world. Why do so many people think someone else is going to make their lives better, as this external ease will somehow create the internal purposefulness these others want and need within their lives? People have become mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually lazy. You can tell by the way they look when presenting themselves to the world. Could you imagine going to the grocery store in your pajamas, or even wearing clothes that you have “grown” out of, simply because you lack the self-control of not over eating? They cannot do for themselves. I am pretty sure this is why Communism has become such a popular idea within the mind’s eye of these lazy others within today’s world. It seems the majority of these others, simply lace the drive, motivation, and desire to live a purposeful life.
Recognizing the Humans
I do not recognize the humans anymore. There has been a change within their DNA, which has altered them physically, psychically, and spiritually. There exists a lack mentality within the humans nowadays. When one ventures out into this etiquette lacking society, you can actually see the looks on the other’s faces, as though they are not going to get what is rightfully theirs. Rarely do I see a smile on another’s face when out in this etiquette lacking society. I watch as the humans walk aimlessly through their lives; looking for some type of hope, with the blank expression of their life’s devastation, solemnly hanging off their face. Why not kill yourself, if you are that miserable living your life? The hurt and pain being expressed upon the other’s faces, is in fact brutal. The others do not have the capacity, nor the knowledge of how to let go. Their thoughts create their facial features, just as their thoughts create their now sandpapered body energy field. If you are a sensitive, which means you are highly sensitive to energy, and the energy others project, you may in fact find it difficult at times to be out in society. You will find yourself going out into society more in the evenings, as opposed to during the day, that is if you are not at work. You also refuse to drive your car during rush hour, as you are constantly absorbing the energetic frustration and aggravation from the other drivers on the road. You have the complete capacity to be an isolationist, as you greatly enjoy your time alone. If you do in fact have friends, they are of a select few, as you only have the capacity to befriend those with who you can maintain a deep connection with. If you are in a relationship, your partner must be completely on the same level as you; otherwise, the relationship will never work out, as your partner will lack the fundamental capacity to understand your thought process. Being a sensitive can be an isolating type of lifestyle, but this does not necessarily mean you have to live an unfulfilling isolated life. On your path through this life, you will meet others who are sensitives as well. You may or may not share a connection with one another, but that work is left between the two of you. I know you are not the type whom will utter the defaming words, “I’m bored” as neither you or I have the time or the patience with these types of others. I know you have very special interests, which no one else knows about other than you. It is good to pursue these interests, as this will probably be the most fulfillment you may encounter within this lifetime. You intuitively know you will not experience the type of fulfillment you receive through your interests, by being in any type of personal relationship. I have never experienced any type of fulfillment, within any type of personal relationship. This is my design, the way I am; not possessing the ability to conform on any level, as I am also unable to emotionally connect with those around me. I have worked through this character trait my entire life, as I fully accept this quality, which allows me to live within myself. I was born unto this world with the inner inclination of being solitary, as I have accepted this trait within its entirety. It is true: I have no friends, and two family members who somewhat care about me. This is pretty much all I need, as this is how I have lived throughout the duration of my life. I have never known anything different, as it is extraordinarily difficult for me to emotionally connect with other people, let alone being able to connect with another romantically.
Words Fly Away
One fragmented disillusion at a time. Can only handle one at a time. Systemic retribution is annihilated. Quietly annihilated. Creep into it softly. As soft as you can. One breath and one death at a time. The secret contained within the lie. Incantated words of deliberate creation. No use for binding. They will freely fly away. Words fly away. Doomed to relive your faded ways. Within death’s eyes is where you will stay. Give life to yourself. The inner midnight radiance of your glow. I have seen how you have no more to show. More than what you have the ability to contain. Another onset through the manipulated senses. This will give rise to a specific type of self-doubt. Never ending. Always manipulating your biological rehabilitation. The never-ending cycle of neurosis. A mental rehabilitation. Spiritual fascination.
