Part: 38

What part of your life are you living right now? The dense part? The heavy part? The what’s the fucking point part? Or, are you living the light hearted part? The love part? The arms wide open part?

Life is a jungle, filled with all sorts of creatures, beasts, and animals you may or may not want to congregate with. Either way, you must always protect yourself from those who want to steal your soul.

These others are filled with enough fear, which will allow you to live without it. It is important to catch them in their natural habitat. This is because the truth has absolutely no fear of being investigated.

Take a moment and let that sink in.

Tomorrow is Now

How much longer do you think you and I have left? I am not sure either. This is why you and I must treat tomorrow as if it were today; as if it were now- as if it was occurring at this very moment. It is interesting, as you and I do not know what will occur tomorrow, let alone within the next five minutes. Consciousness transitions both time and space, yet consciousness also transcends within itself. Life is a state of consciousness, just as death itself is. There is no escaping tomorrow, as at one time, right now, was once considered tomorrow. Fucked up how that works; isn’t it? But then again, you and I are pretty fucked up.

Sin and Sorrow

There are no words I can use, which you will not misinterpret or abuse. A loose fuse, dying to lose. If there was one thing I could choose, would be to forget the memories, which haunt my thoughts every second I live within this life. There is nothing else contained within this life, which I could use to rhyme. It seems that time has run away from me, and has sought greener pastures without me in it. So, now I am here, with nothing and no one listening loud and clear. How else did you think it was going to end? A red rose, which smells sweet and romantic, or a delusional oppressed mind, running in circles, fragmented and manic? Life is a cycle of sin and sorrow, with no afterthoughts of death tomorrow. Sometimes life just does not rhyme, yet whether or not if it does, we all will eventually run out of time.

Undertows

Words have undercurrents, or undertows you could say. Contained within these underlying depths; this is where the true intentions, the true meaning of that in which is being communicated and inhabits. This is also where the fragmented deaths you have experienced within your life go to live and breathe. Nothing is permanent, as life, and everything contained within it are temporary. Finding peace within yourself (within your words) is the only peace you will find within your waking life.

All we need to do is think for ourselves properly; never allowing external forces to propagandize our thought process. Many “people” within our current civilization, do not have the capacity to properly think for themselves, as they are strangers to the critical thinking aspect of their mentality. For the majority of “people” this aspect of their mentality does not exist. These “people” become confused when they hear words they do not understand; moreover, they become more confused when the definitions of words they use have been suddenly changed. Words are used today, in which their definitions do not belong to them. Change the words and definitions of the “people”; you change the way the “people” think. This is the Control Machine’s undying purpose and goal. To control one’s thought, is to control one’s very own soul.

Returning our mind’s ownership to ourselves, is probably the most important act you will ever endure within this lifetime. The majority of “people” no longer enjoy thinking for themselves, as they prefer to be guided, and ultimately told why, what, and how to think. For the majority of “people”, they no longer see the purpose, or find any type of need to think for themselves. It’s okay, let the Control Machine think for you. By doing so, the Control Machine will comfort you with all of the mental anguish you have always longed for. When one accepts mental laziness, one ultimately accepts mental death within themselves.

Fully. Completely. Thoroughly.

The deep chasms keep burning their thoughts into my soul. Another leftover for a new remembrance. They are always the same. Bitter. Bloody. Breakable. Gnawing deeply into the marrow. Drink of the sweet juices contained within their thoughts. I enjoy feasting upon their forgotten memories. Their old remembrances. My new pleasure. A toy to break at my convenience. A life to take to the grave. A secret to nourish into extinction. The slopes of the female form. The devastation I can provide for them. Traumatizing their embodiment. Fully. Completely. Thoroughly.

Ordered Principles of Life

Design your life for you- no one else.

Do not count on anyone else- but yourself.

Do not trust anyone else- but yourself.

Always think through every decision you make. Adhere to the law of cause and effect.

If you take others into consideration for what you want in life, you will be disappointed every time.

When speaking to others, depending on the situation, act as though you do not know. You will be able to see their true intent. The weak always prey on those they think are weak. This is now when you destroy the other.

Always follow your heart, if you listen to your brain it will kill you.

If you are lucky enough in this life to find your passion, you will be lucky enough to find your greatness. Within this passion, greatness will reveal itself. Only then will you be able to realize your full potential.

Since you can only depend upon yourself in this life, you must at all costs design for yourself safety. If you fall, no one will be there to pick you up. You must get up on your own and learn how to walk again.

At all times, always be yourself. Never allow anyone to see your true heart, you will be exposed and others will know your weakness. Always be yourself internally. Project a part of your personality that is congruent to the individual you are dealing with. Only then will you be able to see and know the others intent they wish to bestow upon you.

Do not be an ignorant fool about life. No one cares about you and no one probably ever will. You must create your own life for you, no one else.

Always be true to the code of the law that is naturally within you.

Know who you are at your core through deep introspection.

Never allow anyone to put a picture in your frame of mind. Always think for yourself.

Every second is a perception as every perception is change. We are constantly changing. We are perfection just as clouds are. Clouds are always changing shape, but they are still clouds. We too are always changing shape, just like clouds. This is our purpose.

One or two books is not considered a library. Ten or twenty books is not a library but could be considered a collection. Twenty to fifty books are a collection. A hundred to a thousand books are a library. Create with a library, not a collection.