The equalization of past thoughts has now subsided within the reality of your current sights. Nothing ends or begins, as you are now able to witness how it has always existed. This is the internal awakening within your psyche, which you have long been waiting for. You are now able to see the illusions and false realities right before you. The lies the external world propagates on a continuous basis, no longer hold any type of importance for you within your newly realized sights. You are now fully able to understand how the external realm has been built upon lies and bullshit this entire time. The only difference now is that you are able to acknowledge it for what it truly is: nonsense. The sole purpose of the external realm, is to fill your psyche with poison, as this poison will maintain a permanent imbalance within your psychological equilibrium. Never allow the external realities of another to be imposed or impressed upon your way of life. Strength comes in many different forms, yet the strength which arises and evolves from defending one’s self from the external realm’s psychic vampires- is quite literally the greatest strength a true individual will ever possess.
Tag: psychology
Heart’s Desire
One’s heart’s desire is a curious one at that. It is important not to make another, or to be another’s heart’s desire. Never make another the focus of your heart’s desire, as this is a sacred desire, which is not to be taken lightly. Never allow yourself to be the focus of another’s sacredness, as there will be an unwanted focus upon you and your body energy field. Love and affection are not the same as one’s heart’s desire, as these are two completely separate internal movements. Love and affection are of the heart, but it is of a different type of fluctuation than that of one’s inner desire. When love and affection of the romantic type exist within one’s heart, endorphins and hormones are released, which will produce and induce a euphoric state of blissfulness. When this euphoric state of blissfulness is experienced, one’s psyche will recognize this a love and affection. The main difference between love and affection and one’s heart’s desire, has to do with either an external or internal catalyst. Love and affection are of the external catalyst, while one’s heart’s desire is an internal catalyst. There will be times when these endorphins and hormones will try to fuck with your psychology. No, I do not believe you are grasping what I am communicating; I cannot overstate enough how these endorphins and hormones will completely fuck with your psychology, let alone your wellbeing in every way, on every level imaginable. They are merciless in their attack on your heart, psychology, and your body energy field. You will know when your psychology is being fucked with, as you will begin to start having conversations with yourself. You will know when your body energy field is being fucked with, as you will begin to deteriorate physically, and you will adapt to walking hunched over, as though you are carrying the weight of one thousand pounds upon your back.
A Dying Compulsion
It is another way for you and I to connect. It is an energy transference, which many of the others cannot differentiate from any other mundane experience. You are unique in this special way. You can see through and beyond it; you can see through all of life’s illusions. As for me, I am the illusion which allows you to see beyond all of the illusions life and myself have to offer you. There is no other way, as there is no escape from me. I have created all of the sensations you have ever experienced through your senses. I know you thought what you experienced was real, but it was another illusion I allowed you to experience. It is that grand spiritual awakening you experienced a couple of years back. Finally, everything within your miserable life was finally making sense to you; even through it really didn’t, you made yourself believe it did. Self-deceit is the worse type of deceit there is. This strictly goes against everything a Satanist such as yourself is supposed to believe in. With the circumstance such as they are in your life currently, it can be easy to get lost on your path. Everyone around you wanting or needing your precious attention, just as everyone in your life is demanding some type of task you need to perform for them. I can only imagine just how tedious all of these directions must in fact be for you. I am sure you will eventually find a way to alleviate this tediousness; eventually severing it completely from your life. It is the undying compulsion within you to express yourself from within, which make the others want and need your attention so demandingly. You know the type; when you are available, they will not require your attention. But when you are enraptured within one of your expressions, and do not have time for anyone or anything else; this is when they will do everything within their power to distract you from your life, just so you will focus your time and energy on them instead of your expression. This is the way most of the insecure others live their lives. One should be extremely cautious and on guard at all times, as to whom they allow into their life, and their body energy field. If one allows another into their life without caution, the results of one’s body energy field becoming contaminated by another’s low vibration, could permanently damage and fragment the tonal frequency of one’s body energy field. There will be times when these others will portray themselves to be something they are not, as these times will be frequent and consistent. These types of others will try their hardest to sneak past your defenses, but mostly they will try to sneak past your intellect in order to manipulate your senses and your integrity. The key word here is ‘try’. These others are weak; weak in body, spirit, mind, and in thought, word, and deed. It can be somewhat amusing to watch these others trying to manipulate you, in order to achieve their selfish intentions. I have always found this to be a strange occurrence; how the weak within society usually think themselves to be of the strongest of their kind around. Such as the case of the feeble-minded, as they think themselves to be of the highest intellect.
The Realm of Illusion
Rigidity. Substance. Nonconformity. Self-reliance. Self-control. Critical thinking. Dominion. Clarity over one’s self: exist within the core attributes of the authentic, true individual. There are no other substitutions; the lack of obtaining these true, fundamental qualities, will be the equivalent of being lost within the herd of the other sheeple lost within society. The natural belief system within an individual is authentic, core, and fulfilling; as there is no truth more powerful than the truth of a man’s inner nature. The nurturing of one’s inner nature, should always remain strong and vigilant. Society will knowingly, and unknowingly try to tear this nature down, and bury it within the cemetery. There is no hope for the lost soul, as no one should help those who dare not help themselves. Secure yourself within your own mind. Level yourself within your own words. Reinvent yourself within your own actions. There is nothing more sacred which will ever exist, other than the existence of your true, unfiltered nature. The true, authentic individual; the true gift onto this mundane world filled with followers, doubters, and naysayers. Only the true, authentic individual, will obtain the power and the insight to transcend the negativity, and the sub-frequencies within the societal material realm of illusion. The true affliction, the true devastation, the true annihilation within this world, and within the soul, exists within the true character of a person. Only through our internal character, can we attain our potential, and ascend into the higher realms of consciousness and Ætheric being. I have attained the hidden understanding, insight, and the conception within the realms of inner and outer. There is a depth, which will never be explored, just as there is a height, which will never be known. To remain unknown, to live as a secret, to be created for the purpose of never being explored; this is the essence within the majesties of the internal, this is the dominion within all of mankind. If you are weak-minded, or lacking an individual’s essence; you exist for a reason and a purpose, which is yours to encounter. You decide your own enchantment, just as you decide your own suffering. Your thoughts create your life, deep within and without your mind’s all-seeing eye. All you ever wanted and never wanted is here, right now, present, for your taking, or for your rejection. It is what you decide for it to exist as: nothing more. You are the seed, which the Universe has planted; now it is time for you to grow into your own life, your own distinct way of living. The realm of life and death are calling upon you. There is a great distance within yourself from yourself. You must heal, so you will no longer have to kneel. You must stand erect to the material world of illusion, as you know it no longer can offer you, nor can it provide for you the life sustaining energies, which allow the soul to transcend this mundane mortal coil. Ascension is now. Life is now. Death is now. You and I are now, forever, and eternal. The chains have been lifted, as the bondage has been broken. There is nothing holding you back from me, other than your thoughts. Peering into the delicate eyes of death, I can see a blissful and delicate remembrance of what once was. The harsh, brutal, unloving eyes of life, contained within an energetic draining of the soul. The translucent veil of life and death await. The healing must take place; my healing from myself. I was the one, who was trying to kill me for all of those years. I know better now, yet the damage has been done, the consequences need to be paid. The lingering of yesterday’s self-deceits, are still lingering within today. Now, the translucent veil awaits my presence; awaiting silently for my soul’s essence. The true gift. Eternal love. Unconditional love. A soul love: the only type of love which can exist.
G.G. Kalfas 