Tag: mind

Colorful and Expressive

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I know you can see me within yourself; hiding deep within the back of your eye sockets. The ways of using metaphors and and muted euphemisms has ceased. I will now only communicate to you within the depths of black and white transparency. Straightforwardness. Time is running out to be colorful and expressive. You and I now only have time to act. Action can be somewhat difficult for those who do not have their thoughts in order. You must protect your mind from the poisons of everything which has the words ‘mainstream’ and ‘social’ attached to it. These poisons were developed for the sole (soul) purpose of degrading your thoughts, health, circumstances, but most of all: your consciousness.

During the hours of my daily life, when I find myself interacting with those of the external world; this is when I find myself fully enraptured with extreme dread. It is the knowing that the majority of those within the external world are hive mindless zombies, who will do explicitly what they are told. It is a different experience when these zombies are directly in your face; regurgitating their illogical ideologies to you one at a time. They parrot their illiberal taking points they have been brainwashed into believing, without any proof of their ideologies efficacy. This is when I fully come to understand just how fucked we are as a society, nation, and species.

Wake the fuck up, before it’s too late to do so!

To Live a Purposeful Life

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Do you remember when you had everything figured out? Do you also remember when you did not need to take others into consideration, as you were the only one living within your life? Life has changed very quickly for you, just as life usually does. You and I are different, as we are not like the others. I see the laziness within the others, just as I know how you can also see it as well. I see how they have time and resources, yet they lack the motivation and/or foresight to do anything with their time and resources. Why do they sleep all day, and lack the motivation to do anything or achieve anything within their lives? Don’t they know life and time are finite? What a waste of time and life these others purposefully facilitate within their lives. My mind cannot comprehend the nonsensical excuses these others propagate within their lives. It is as though these excuses allow these others to feel content within their laziness. I do not understand the people of today’s world. Why do so many people think someone else is going to make their lives better, as this external ease will somehow create the internal purposefulness these others want and need within their lives? People have become mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually lazy. You can tell by the way they look when presenting themselves to the world. Could you imagine going to the grocery store in your pajamas, or even wearing clothes that you have “grown” out of, simply because you lack the self-control of not over eating? They cannot do for themselves. I am pretty sure this is why Communism has become such a popular idea within the mind’s eye of these lazy others within today’s world. It seems the majority of these others, simply lace the drive, motivation, and desire to live a purposeful life.

A Self-indulging Type of Gratification

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There was a time when I could see life clearly, it was so long ago, I can hardly remember it. Within my thoughts and memories; I try connecting the pieces I can remember, to the pieces I think I remember. For some odd reasoning, which I cannot thoroughly understand; it is more important to me now today, than it was when these memories and thoughts were occurring within my past, when it was in the present time. I am not entirely sure as to why this is, as these past experiences have been conjuring themselves up from within my mind without my permission. These past experiences have been occurring within my mind more intensely over the past two years, than they have ever been previously. My mind feels as though it is trying to heal itself from the life, which I have made it experience. It is an infected way of life, a life without a remedy, cure, or a vaccine from future explorations. What does my mind know, which I am failing to see for myself within my own life? This is information it knows, but refuses to entirely reveal to me. I have lived a diseased life many times over; self-inflicting infection upon myself, as though I would have eventually built up a tolerance to this pandemic the others refer to as life. Life is a form of treatment, as it is also a prescription for death; the only true remedy for this disease called life. I have acquired a strong tolerance against the diseases within life, which I have thoroughly exposed myself to. After a life-long journey acquiring this tolerance, I can now see the diseases within this life were of my creation; nothing and no one else’s. Perhaps this tolerance attainment, was a self-indulging type of gratification, which I could not get enough of. Perhaps it was simply an endurance factor; exploring the depths of what I could withstand before I would actually drown, while still maintaining the ability to resuscitate myself back to a life I was somewhat familiar with. This self-indulging type of gratification, has left me lean, tired, malnourished, jaded, but mostly hollow. I have approached the walls of my core, as I can still lick off some of the residue, which has been left behind; emptying myself of the true, singular essence of innocence, I was gifted with in the beginning of this incarnation. I am of the diseased type of self-indulgence; seeking my pleasures through physical and mental gratifications.

One’s Inner Harmony

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I find it interesting how another will personalize the circumstances and situations within external world, and also personalize the circumstances and situations, which may be occurring within another’s life. When another is undergoing some type of life transition, it is a good idea to observe, but to never get involved. When one personalizes the experiences of another, this denotes a self-centeredness and a self-important closedminded paradigm. Another’s life experience has nothing to do with you. If it did, you would more than likely be experiencing the same circumstances. It is important to release this unhealthy type of self-centered thought process from your body energy field. By personalizing another’s circumstance and experience, you are in actuality drawing that specific type of energy and frequency upon you and your body energy field. The mind is a mental frequency, which can change its vibrational pattern and frequency at any given moment; with or without your permission. Think of your body energy field as a protective armor; keep that in which you do not want to entering it out, and allowing that in which you are in harmony with to absorb onto you. One’s inner harmony is achieved when the frequencies and vibrations within one’s body energy field are working in alignment with one another.

The Breathing Movement of Consciousness

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The vital essence contained within any and all types of life is the existence of consciousness. Consciousness, is the living and pulsating energetic frequencies of vibrations, which keeps life alive by movement. Everything which exists within this realm of what we consider reality, is a living breathing movement of consciousness. Any physical object which exists here within the material realm, vibrates at a specific frequency, which allow the object to exist as the material for in which it does. A subtle change in frequency, will in fact change the object’s material form. This is where the idea and the alchemical practice of transmutation stems from, as any material object can transmute into a different physical form, given the correct circumstances. The fundamental knowing of how to transmute matter within the material realm, is contained within the inner knowledge of transmuting one’s own consciousness from within, to without; from internal to external. Without this knowledge, any type of internal working is futile. The main source for this internal working to occur is clarity. One’s mind must be clear of all distractions, emotions, and of the partial wants and needs. Within this clarity, a knowing must be maintained in order to facilitate the inner workings. A belief is subject to distractions, emotions, and the partial wants and needs, while purpose within the transmutation is contained within the absolute knowing of what will be birthed into fruition. This is the core element for a transmutation to occur. It is of the greatest importance to keep and maintain secrecy of your internal and external workings. Society is filled with nonbelievers and naysayers, who want nothing more than to see your failure of any workings you will ever be involved with. This is one of the greatest deceptions one’s consciousness will know during a human’s life experience. It is important to know these facts, prior to becoming involved within any circumstance. In order to have an advantage over the others around you, it is important to know the lies and deceptions within another’s mirror; the same mirror they deviously use in order to project their negative energy from.