Tag: metaphysical

Back in 2018

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This was the first book I published back in 2018. The title of the book, You Cannot Put a Picture in My Frame of Mind, comes from lyrics to a song I had written back in 1999. In the late 90’s to early 2000’s, I was lead guitarist for a death metal band here in Houston, Texas. Nothing ever became of the band, because I quit when I decided to check myself into a drug and alcohol rehabilitation center. This book is a culmination of song lyrics, daily journal entries, and dream journal entries, which I had written pre and post sobriety. I sobered up to save my life, yet throughout the years, I sometimes question if it was all worth it. Sometimes it is yes; sometimes it is not yes. It’s interesting how life can take you to places, which you never thought you would experience. The highs and lows seem to balance themselves out: flatlining. I have no words of wisdom, or “deep” philosophical insights, which no one truly gets. I have nothing for you today, except for you to enjoy your life. If you do not experience life, it might turn on you like a rabid dog, and experience you.

Consciousness Within Itself

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Life is about mastering the internal and external evolutions within one’s lifecycle. One may experience a cycle over and over again, until the cycle itself is mastered by one’s consciousness. I have recognized this patter within the cycles of my life, as well as the cycles within the life of others. There is much to be said, and even more to be learned from living within an unrelenting repetitive lifecycle. There is a closure, an understanding of peace within one’s heart, when a lifecycle comes to a much needed and necessary conclusion. The death of a lifecycle is an ascending movement upward and forward within the depths of one’s internal and external very own understanding of consciousness and life itself. The mixtures of energies and frequencies within one’s lifecycle, solely exist as an exercise of the internal and external will, of one’s understanding of consciousness, and one’s heart’s desire. The kinetic desires and substances contained within the vibrations and movements within the surrounding energies and frequencies within one’s internal and external paradigms, become enhanced and useable, when harnessed by focus and volition of one’s conscious and subconscious minds. Energies and frequencies, along with internal and external vibrations, are moldable when one becomes master of their free will. The underlying understanding of one’s free will, is the innate ability of possessing, in full capacity, the absolute choice and power of focusing one’s mind; therefore, the psychic power contained within their body energy field, upon the living and breathing internal and external realms they mentally, physically, spiritually, and psychically inhabit. The external projection of one’s internal volition upon these realms, can and will create dimensions and doorways within the Æther’s consciousness; allowing interdimensional doorways, pathways, frequencies, and energies to be experienced within this material realm. In its truest essence; one’s volition and knowing, is the fundamental core foundation of any and all forms of lower and higher magick. Without volition and knowing, belief in any type of inner and outer workings, will simply not exist; moreover, these workings will not contain the power needed in order for them to manifest within this, or any other realm. The core foundation of any and all forms of internal or external workings is contained within one’s heart’s desire. Consciousness within itself, is the rawest form of lower and higher magick contained within the Æther. It is important for the individual practitioner to create their own ways, means, and methods, along with their own rituals and incantations, when invoking any type of internal and/or external consciousness. Before any type of consciousness is invoked, one must recognize the vibrational frequency contained within their heart at that specific moment. When one is in alignment with their volition, the inner yearnings of their heart’s desire, and the consciousness they wish to invoke; they will find success within any type of internal or external workings they so choose to induce upon the internal and external realms.

The Concept of Being a Human Being

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Completion in its self, is simply the culmination of thoroughly understanding specific experiences, which pertain to extremely specific circumstances, contained within the metamorphosis and transition of one’s lifecycle. Upon reaching this understanding of completion, you will energetically feel yourself breaking free from the chrysalis, which has been tirelessly keeping you safely protected during the process of your transitional metamorphosis. When you really think about it; today is the only day you will ever live. Do you truly remember every little single detail of what you experienced yesterday, or even a week ago, let alone a month ago? I doubt it very much. Can you even remember the details you lived through this very morning; what you said, what you did, or even the random thoughts which were sporadically occurring within your fragmented mind? I highly doubt it. Now is truly the only time you possess to experience life with. I find it curious and interesting, how one’s heart truly desires to live within the now, and to only experience the now. There is no escaping the now, when one’s heart’s desire shows itself to be present and focused. It is as though the desire, the inner yearnings of screams from within one’s self, will consume one’s will and understanding of life; compelling one to break free from their internal and external bondage, in order to experience life in all of its rawness and grit. This is the hidden meaning, which is hidden underneath the concept of being a human being. Within our cowardly new world, far too many of the others, willingly choose to live vicariously through their hand-held devices. Little do they know, each time this atrocity occurs, they are in actually handing over a tiny piece of their soul to their hand-held master’s commands. The vast majority of the others do not want to be responsible for themselves, let alone be responsible for their own soul. Why would handing over a piece of their soul each time they shove their nose into their hand-held device bother them? They want to be controlled, they need and desire to be told by their masters what is best for them. This type of behavior and obedient attitude, is the quickest way to find death within one’s heart’s desire. The human species has devolved away from its internal connection with itself and its higher purpose for being alive within its own consciousness. I am not entirely sure the human species will ever find its way back; knowing the raw essence of what truly exists from within. There exists the heavy essence of a “lack mentality” within the human species, which has absolutely no purpose for being there. This lack mentality, has been carefully place within the human’s thought process, as this way of thinking will keep them constantly looking for more, consuming more, and needing more of the things they do not need, but cannot live without. One’s heart’s desire, does not exist within a lack mentality, a lack consciousness, as this is a false placement within one’s life. Consciousness exists only to enjoy the experience of expressing itself, not to be bombarded by the external world’s unnecessarily created energies and frequencies. One cannot live in a world of fear, pain, and torment; thinking they will be able to fulfill the inner yearnings of their heart’s desire. Weight and heaviness cannot exist within one’s heart, as this will in actuality, weight one’s life purpose down. The weight and heaviness of one’s thoughts and feelings, will eventually prolong one’s internal pain to the point of nonaction. One’s heart will not be able to express itself, which will eventually create a blockage from within, as this will eventually affect every aspect of one’s life. One must clear the blockage from their heart, which will eventually clear the blockage from within their life.

The Breathing Movement of Consciousness

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The vital essence contained within any and all types of life is the existence of consciousness. Consciousness, is the living and pulsating energetic frequencies of vibrations, which keeps life alive by movement. Everything which exists within this realm of what we consider reality, is a living breathing movement of consciousness. Any physical object which exists here within the material realm, vibrates at a specific frequency, which allow the object to exist as the material for in which it does. A subtle change in frequency, will in fact change the object’s material form. This is where the idea and the alchemical practice of transmutation stems from, as any material object can transmute into a different physical form, given the correct circumstances. The fundamental knowing of how to transmute matter within the material realm, is contained within the inner knowledge of transmuting one’s own consciousness from within, to without; from internal to external. Without this knowledge, any type of internal working is futile. The main source for this internal working to occur is clarity. One’s mind must be clear of all distractions, emotions, and of the partial wants and needs. Within this clarity, a knowing must be maintained in order to facilitate the inner workings. A belief is subject to distractions, emotions, and the partial wants and needs, while purpose within the transmutation is contained within the absolute knowing of what will be birthed into fruition. This is the core element for a transmutation to occur. It is of the greatest importance to keep and maintain secrecy of your internal and external workings. Society is filled with nonbelievers and naysayers, who want nothing more than to see your failure of any workings you will ever be involved with. This is one of the greatest deceptions one’s consciousness will know during a human’s life experience. It is important to know these facts, prior to becoming involved within any circumstance. In order to have an advantage over the others around you, it is important to know the lies and deceptions within another’s mirror; the same mirror they deviously use in order to project their negative energy from.