Self-Reliance

Henry Rollins once said, “…all you have is yourself and your mind…” Over the course of my lifetime, I have come to understand just how true that statement is. Self-reliance within itself, is truly the only tangible grasp one can feel within their lives, as one is holding on to their nonconformist ideologies. In case you were wondering, I have never been able to depend on anyone within this lifetime; let alone trust anyone for that matter. All you can trust is one’s nature, and how they will live their life in accordance to their nature. Resourcefulness, nonconformity, volition, and self-reliance are the traits of an individual, who will only know success within their lifetime. Compliance = Death. Not necessarily a physical death, but the death of your consciousness. Remember that.

One Death at a Time

Craving isolation within the heart and mind. Not the global inducing type, but that of the intrinsic type. There is much to be missed from not experiencing solitude. Solitude lacks the violent noises of the others thoughts. Within this solitude, you can actually hear your mind speak to you. Listening is easy when your boundaries are not constantly being violated by the others. Survival mode. Kill mode. Take them out. Take them all out. If you and I don’t take them out, the mind-numbing sitcoms they hypnotize themselves with eventually will. I enjoy watching them slowly die. Slowly. They enjoy watching their mind-numbing sitcoms, little do these sheeple know, they are my personal sitcom. A trade: a global death for a global death. One death at a time. It is so slow; creeping on them without their understanding. The bliss of ignorance is a common goal for the commoners. One death at a time.

As They Softly Cry

Another expectation unfulfilled
Murdered by the hands of disappointment
A swift steady killing
The let down of an unfulfilled expectation can be deafening
A loud inner scream no one will ever hear
The moment of tearing as the expectation is being unfulfilled
A constant reminder of how life can have a sense of humor
Can you hear the gods laughing aloud
As they softly cry within themselves
The shattered mirror is the unfulfilled expectation
The deathly denial of a false realization
Self-actualization is the true process of confirmation
A communion within an expectation
A slow steady dwelling within yourself
Now you know all of my secrets
Now you can hear all of my thoughts
Now you understand what my name means
Now you know me


The Faceless Substance

The concept, and the understanding, may fluctuate at certain times during any type of transition; regardless of what the circumstances may be. It is always customary to maintain an open mind; open mindedness is necessary for the student at all times. One may encounter specific ordeals when an explanation cannot be given, this is when seeing from within, and without will take place. The fortitude of one’s own mind is sacred, never allow anything to compromise the barriers, or the thought process within it. When the dealings with specific people are concerned, always remember these preserving words. Humanity has devolved into an animalistic, bottom feeding, cesspool, within its own demeaning, and defecating plight; intelligence, critical thinking, and individuality, no longer exist. It seems these virtues are not convenient for societies modern tech-consciousness. Society is slowly, and with certainty, losing its mind. Going out into society, sometimes feels as though a purge is about to begin. This is how the de-evolution process begins; slowly, lurking within constant absenteeism, steadily, precise, and thoroughly manipulative. Convenience and technology, are the seductive moments in between the rationalization of giving one’s mind over to the dehumanization process. Unlearning who, and what you are within your own life, seems to be the spectacle of our modern society. The humans are now in the process of completely severing the connection with other humans. The oral conversation is officially a lost artform, as the humans no longer have the ability to articulate their thoughts. Humans evolving with technology would not be considered an evolution, it would be considered an integration; a merging of two different types of consciousness: one designed by humans, the other designed by nature. What would the purpose be of integrating these two types of thought processes? Control? Control of what? Thought control. The only way thoughts can be controlled, other than through marketing and advertisements, would be to integrate technology into the human species. This would be the complete, and thorough advancement of thought control. Convenience is the seductive mistress, allowing all of this to pass. What did we ever do before technology and the internet? We lived; we actually lived our lives as humans were designed to. Most of the psychological and neurological disorders, which are now being diagnosed within people, is mainly acquired from exposure to the radiation, which is given off by these frequencies. The human DNA is slowly, over time, becoming fragmented, and weak because of this. There is nowhere within any city you can go, which you will not be exposed to these wave sub-frequencies. The human body is not designed to harmonize with these sub-frequencies. Of course, all of the independent studies, which have been done to show these frequencies are harmful; causing tumors, birth defects, DNA fragmentation, and much more, have all been suppressed. There is too much money being made; within it, and through it. Society will never go back to life without technology, or the internet. If anything, life will only grow to consume more and more, of whatever it is which is being sold to it. I am not anti-internet, or anti-technology; I am anti-anything, which is falsely advertised, or advertised within omission. Omission is the true backbone, the nucleus, the life-force, the DNA, of all marketing and advertisements. It is the faceless substance, and foundation, in which humanity has built itself upon.

This is the Game the Humans Created

You hear it and see it all the time; in movies, books, television commercials, radio, online, everywhere: the world is not a safe place. The world is not a safe place, simply because people are not safe to be around. The world is fucked up, simply because people are fucked up. Everyone is trying to kill everyone, in some form or fashion; through any means available. Where is all of this coming from, or has it been here the whole time? It has been here the whole time, only now it is socially acceptable to be socially unacceptable. Fucking the other over is the name of the game of life. This is the game the humans created, not nature. Nature uses destruction to create, as humans use destruction to create profit; even if this means the destruction of all human life. What has made itself blatantly clear, is that no one cares about you, your life, or anything about you for that matter. You are not special or unique, all you are is a means to an end, for the real owners of this world. We are constantly being monitored every second of every day. We think we are having our own thoughts, but how many of our thoughts are actually are own? At every moment, we are bombarded with some type of propaganda. It is a never-ending regurgitation of forced-fed material, through a constant onslaught onto our senses. We are so used to it, we do not even notice it anymore. Our personal biorhythms, are being read, and detailed out, by all of the technology surrounding us. There will never be an end to it; this interpersonal invasion into our full being will continue to grow. This growth will eventually consume humanity, bringing about a new way of living life through a compartmentalization paradigm. Our daily lives, our personal relationship’s with other people, and the relationship we have with ourselves, are constantly being directly monitored by this invasion; all the time, every day, all day long.