The sounds of the sirens keep knocking. The looks from their eyes keep staring. An easy distraction, which will pull you under its spell. Basic words for basic minds. I know you don’t mind. I know you do not understand my words, wordings, or meaning. A one hit wonder that no one wonders about. A cyclops-minded type of enthusiasm, which leaves you emptied, but full of guilt. Those day have now died, along with the attention you once had. And no, you will never see it again. I know you still do not understand my words, but your pretentious type of pretending suits you the best.
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The Concept of Being a Human Being
Completion in its self, is simply the culmination of thoroughly understanding specific experiences, which pertain to extremely specific circumstances, contained within the metamorphosis and transition of one’s lifecycle. Upon reaching this understanding of completion, you will energetically feel yourself breaking free from the chrysalis, which has been tirelessly keeping you safely protected during the process of your transitional metamorphosis. When you really think about it; today is the only day you will ever live. Do you truly remember every little single detail of what you experienced yesterday, or even a week ago, let alone a month ago? I doubt it very much. Can you even remember the details you lived through this very morning; what you said, what you did, or even the random thoughts which were sporadically occurring within your fragmented mind? I highly doubt it. Now is truly the only time you possess to experience life with. I find it curious and interesting, how one’s heart truly desires to live within the now, and to only experience the now. There is no escaping the now, when one’s heart’s desire shows itself to be present and focused. It is as though the desire, the inner yearnings of screams from within one’s self, will consume one’s will and understanding of life; compelling one to break free from their internal and external bondage, in order to experience life in all of its rawness and grit. This is the hidden meaning, which is hidden underneath the concept of being a human being. Within our cowardly new world, far too many of the others, willingly choose to live vicariously through their hand-held devices. Little do they know, each time this atrocity occurs, they are in actually handing over a tiny piece of their soul to their hand-held master’s commands. The vast majority of the others do not want to be responsible for themselves, let alone be responsible for their own soul. Why would handing over a piece of their soul each time they shove their nose into their hand-held device bother them? They want to be controlled, they need and desire to be told by their masters what is best for them. This type of behavior and obedient attitude, is the quickest way to find death within one’s heart’s desire. The human species has devolved away from its internal connection with itself and its higher purpose for being alive within its own consciousness. I am not entirely sure the human species will ever find its way back; knowing the raw essence of what truly exists from within. There exists the heavy essence of a “lack mentality” within the human species, which has absolutely no purpose for being there. This lack mentality, has been carefully place within the human’s thought process, as this way of thinking will keep them constantly looking for more, consuming more, and needing more of the things they do not need, but cannot live without. One’s heart’s desire, does not exist within a lack mentality, a lack consciousness, as this is a false placement within one’s life. Consciousness exists only to enjoy the experience of expressing itself, not to be bombarded by the external world’s unnecessarily created energies and frequencies. One cannot live in a world of fear, pain, and torment; thinking they will be able to fulfill the inner yearnings of their heart’s desire. Weight and heaviness cannot exist within one’s heart, as this will in actuality, weight one’s life purpose down. The weight and heaviness of one’s thoughts and feelings, will eventually prolong one’s internal pain to the point of nonaction. One’s heart will not be able to express itself, which will eventually create a blockage from within, as this will eventually affect every aspect of one’s life. One must clear the blockage from their heart, which will eventually clear the blockage from within their life.
Recognizing the Humans
I do not recognize the humans anymore. There has been a change within their DNA, which has altered them physically, psychically, and spiritually. There exists a lack mentality within the humans nowadays. When one ventures out into this etiquette lacking society, you can actually see the looks on the others faces, as though they are not going to get what is rightfully theirs. Rarely do I see a smile on another’s face when out in this etiquette lacking society. I watch as the humans walk aimlessly through their lives; looking for some type of hope, with the blank expression of their life’s devastation, solemnly hanging off their face. Why not kill yourself, if you are that miserable living your life? The hurt and pain being expressed upon the others faces, is in fact brutal. The others do not have the capacity, nor the knowledge of how to let go. Their thoughts create their facial features, just as their thoughts create their now abrasive body energy field. If you are a sensitive, which means you are highly sensitive to energy, and the energy others project, you may in fact find it difficult at times to be out in society. You will find yourself going out into society more in the evenings, as opposed to during the day, that is if you are not at work. You also refuse to drive your car during rush hour, as you are constantly absorbing the energetic frustration and aggravation from the other drivers on the road. You have the complete capacity to be an isolationist, as you greatly enjoying your time alone. If you do in fact have friends, they are of a select few, as you only have the capacity to befriend those with whom you can maintain a deep connection with. If you are in a relationship, your partner must be completely on the same level as you are; otherwise, the relationship will never work out, as your partner will lack the fundamental capacity to understand you. Being a sensitive can be an isolating type of lifestyle, but this does not necessarily mean you have to live an unfulfilling isolated life. On your path through this life, you will meet others who are sensitives as well. You may or may not share a connection with one another, but that work is left between the two of you. I know you are not the type whom will utter the defaming words, “I’m bored” as neither you or I have the time or the patience with these types of others. I know you have very special interests, which no one else knows about other than you. It is good to pursue these interests, as this will probably be the most fulfillment you may encounter within this lifetime. You intuitively know you will not experience the type of fulfillment you receive through your interests, by being in any type of personal relationship. I have never experienced any type of fulfillment, within any type of personal relationship. This is my design, the way I am; not possessing the ability to conform on any level, as I am also unable to emotionally connect with those around me. I have worked through this character trait my entire life, as I fully accept this quality, which allows me to live within myself. I was born unto this world with the inner inclination of being solitary, as I have accepted this trait within its entirety. It is true: I have no friends, and two family members who somewhat care about me. This is pretty much all I need, as this is how I have lived throughout the duration of my life. I have never known anything different, as it is extraordinarily difficult for me to emotionally connect with other people, let alone being able to connect with another romantically.
Heart’s Desire
One’s heart’s desire is a curious one at that. It is important not to make another, or to be another’s heart’s desire. Never make another the focus of your heart’s desire, as this is a sacred desire, which is not to be taken lightly. Never allow yourself to be the focus of another’s sacredness, as there will be an unwanted focus upon you and your body energy field. Love and affection are not the same as one’s heart’s desire, as these are two completely separate internal movements. Love and affection are of the heart, but it is of a different type of fluctuation than that of one’s inner desire. When love and affection of the romantic type exist within one’s heart, endorphins and hormones are released, which will produce and induce a euphoric state of blissfulness. When this euphoric state of blissfulness is experienced, one’s psyche will recognize this a love and affection. The main difference between love and affection and one’s heart’s desire, has to do with either an external or internal catalyst. Love and affection are of the external catalyst, while one’s heart’s desire is an internal catalyst. There will be times when these endorphins and hormones will try to fuck with your psychology. No, I do not believe you are grasping what I am communicating; I cannot overstate enough how these endorphins and hormones will completely fuck with your psychology, let alone your wellbeing in every way, on every level imaginable. They are merciless in their attack on your heart, psychology, and your body energy field. You will know when your psychology is being fucked with, as you will begin to start having conversations with yourself. You will know when your body energy field is being fucked with, as you will begin to deteriorate physically, and you will adapt to walking hunched over, as though you are carrying the weight of one thousand pounds upon your back.
A Constant Power and Control
There is a specific desire, which is contained within one’s consciousness. This innate desire, is the undying need is for consciousness to manifest itself upon this material realm. If you pay close attention when you travel out into the external world, you can see it all around, and you can feel it fall from your brow within each bead of sweat. This external manifestation, only exists within the senses, at least this is what we think. The true manifestations one’s consciousness will bring forth upon the external realm, is in actuality never seen, but is only energetically felt from within. The true manifestations one’s consciousness desires to release upon the external realm, is in fact vibrational frequencies, which will indefinitely resonate within the Universe until the end of time. As energies and frequencies resonate and travel through space and time, we humans foolishly only seem to take our small microcosm into consideration. We seem to forget about anything which may happen outside of our immediate surroundings, let alone state or national surroundings. When our consciousness sets itself upon the external realm, its vibrations are felt within our immediate microcosms, as well as the vast outlying macrocosms. The total sum of our consciousness’s frequencies and vibrations, will travel infinitely throughout space and time. For some of you, this might be a little difficult to comprehend; moreover, there is so much information within this Universe, which the human mind is incapable of understanding. The majority of the others, care not of the macrocosm, as they feel as though they are not affected by it, and it is not affected by them. Little do they know exactly how wrong they are. Everything affects everything, as consciousness is everything. Consciousness is everything you experience through your senses, as it is also that “vibe” you get from energetic frequencies, which you can sense (internally) when you are within the external world. Many of the others, are in fact ignorant, of the power and dominion their consciousness ultimately possesses over the external world. The others are purposefully kept ignorant of this sacred hidden, as they would not be able to fully comprehend the true majesty in which they internally possess. The consciousness of residual energies and frequencies, are living and breathing in all of the objects surrounding you and I at this very moment. Everything within the external world, has some type of permanent energy attached to it. Consciousness lives and breathes in matter, just as fish live and breathe in water. If one wishes to have dominion over the external world, there are steps required in order to attain this type of projection. One must visualize the object in question within their mind’s eye, as their complete and total vision must be focused upon this object within the mind’s eye. Once the object is seen vibrantly within the mind’s eye, you must visualize the desired effect you choose to place over this object. Once your complete and total will is focused upon this object; visualize and see the final result existing it within your mind’s eye, as well as the external world. Once you learn how to project your will upon the external world, and have accomplished success within these workings; your internal confidence will increase as your workings will become more powerful and focused. This is not an overnight exercise, as this technique takes a tremendous amount of work and focus. Very few people within this mortal realm, have the internal capacity and power of will, to impose and invoke their absolute will upon the forces within the external world. There are some who have a predilection to this volition, which can be projected upon the external world. The foundation for this dominion is a strong mind and an even stronger will. Those who are meek, and are in possession of a weak constitution, will never be able to impose their will upon the external world. Nature does not seek out to protect the weak-minded or the weak-willed, as nature herself will perish if she allows the weak to survive and flourish within her gardens. This is why only the strong of mind and will, have dominion over the external world. There are very few things in life one will have power over, at least this is what is expected of you to believe. This is simply not true. You have complete and total control and dominion over your life, but it is your responsibility alone to recognize this fact. Never believe something, someone, or an external event or circumstances has any type of power over you. Nothing and no one has power over you, unless you give your power away to it; therefore, giving it permission to do so. You have a constant power and control over your own life. Never allow anything contained within the external world to have any type of power over your consciousness, thoughts, nor your emotions. If you do in fact submit your internal power to the external world, you are weak-minded and weak-willed. This is no way to live, if you want to achieve a higher level of internal and external consciousness.
Happiness
The only thing which brings a glimpse of happiness into my life is writing these blog posts.
G.G. Kalfas 