It is plainly obvious when one of your “friends” is seeking counseling or is in treatment, but has not acknowledge this “treatment” to you. The most blatant, telling sign of this “treatment” is when this supposed friend will core dump all of their thoughts, feelings, and emotions upon you, as though you are their therapist; or as I like to call it, a “treatment specialist”. What makes this “friend” think it is acceptable to energetically impose their life’s problems onto you, without your permission? You see, it has become a habit for this person, as their self-centeredness has full control. It is easy to recognize how this “friend” is really not a friend, but more of an albatross, a noose-designed anchor necklace, which they feel you should proudly wear around your neck, with enthusiasm of course. Their life is horrible, painful, and outright miserable. It can be extraordinarily challenging when your Amazon package does not arrive on time, or when you are having problems deciding which country in Europe to visit on your summer vacation with your family. Could you imagine having to deal with these types of problems on a daily basis? I truly do not know how they get through it… But, my all-time favorite, is when these albatrosses complain about their children, and how undisciplined they are. These pathetic excuses for parents, do not realize they are the root cause of their delinquent children’s behavior. I find it amusing how grown adults, cannot or refuse to, acknowledge the truth within themselves. So, why do these albatrosses feel entitled to core dump their life’s problems onto you without hesitation? It is only because they do not have the strength within themselves to take charge of themselves, or their environment. In their mind, responsibility is not something they feel they should be responsible for. They should download the responsibility app to their smart device. Oh, I forgot… there is not an app for that.
Tag: death
Critical Thinking Died a Long Time Ago
The types of control this realm will try to impose upon you and your life are quite amusing. As though there is a slight possibility you actually might fall for it. You and I do not have the capacity to fall for anything. Another rendition of a manipulation tactic. True inner strength will defile another’s intentions upon contact. There is no hope for their will to intrude upon you or your life. I know some, if not most of my communications can be somewhat challenging to decipher; but what logic is not worth taking the time to truly comprehend? My ideologies will never be spoon fed to another, as one will need to make an effort to read, and then actually have to think for themselves. No audiobook bullshit here. Take initiative and read. I know most if not all of my communications fall upon deaf ears; I know this. Yet, I still release them upon you, in hopes you will eventually start to think for yourself. I was rereading the letter you sent me last week, as I have pondered your questions concerning life for some time now. I have come to the conclusion that logic and closure cannot, and will never exist when dealing with the weak-minded masses. As for the sheeple and their tedious concerns; there is no longer an internal need for survival, as this instinct has completely dissolved. It is clear to me how technology or the government will gladly provide this instinct for them. These weak-minded tribal herds of others are the consensus of what people think other people think. Critical thinking has died a long time ago, so let us finish them off slowly and assuredly. One throat slice at a time. It is better this way, as they want to be martyred victims for a cause they do not understand nor belong to. The weak-minded always provide the best type of entertainment.
The Misguided
They all know who they are. You and I have both seen them when we venture out into society. We can recognize them on sight; noses in their phones, sporting their hipster wannabe fashion trends, and lastly, that pungent aroma they give off, as though they are an expert in every field one may discuss with them, yet ignorant as to how society and the world truly function. Laziness is their forte; a truthful and undeniable purposelessness. Ahh, the refreshing sight and stench of an enabled lifetime. How does one survive in the world, when they feel they are owed everything, as they walk through life with their palms up and extended outward? Technology has killed Darwin’s Natural Selection. Could you imagine a world where these purposelessness sheeple actually have to survive by fending for themselves? Yes, it would be quite amusing to watch. I wonder what they will do when the purge finally arrives; do you think they will be able to survive? Highly doubtful. Sitting around being lazy watching TV all day (or playing video games), while smoking weed and eating fast food, only prepares one to receive Universal Basic Income. It definitely does not prepare one to make something of themselves. But, this is the way most have decided to live their lives now. These UBIs have actually made life easier for you and I. How? There are less sheeple getting in our way. Also, they are steadily killing themselves, as neither you nor I will ever have to life a finger to do it for them. Now that is turning a frown upside down!
A Dying Compulsion
It is another way for you and I to connect. It is an energy transference, which many of the others cannot differentiate from any other mundane experience. You are unique in this special way. You can see through and beyond it; you can see through all of life’s illusions. As for me, I am the illusion which allows you to see beyond all of the illusions life and myself have to offer you. There is no other way, as there is no escape from me. I have created all of the sensations you have ever experienced through your senses. I know you thought what you experienced was real, but it was another illusion I allowed you to experience. It is that grand spiritual awakening you experienced a couple of years back. Finally, everything within your miserable life was finally making sense to you; even through it really didn’t, you made yourself believe it did. Self-deceit is the worse type of deceit there is. This strictly goes against everything a Satanist such as yourself is supposed to believe in. With the circumstance such as they are in your life currently, it can be easy to get lost on your path. Everyone around you wanting or needing your precious attention, just as everyone in your life is demanding some type of task you need to perform for them. I can only imagine just how tedious all of these directions must in fact be for you. I am sure you will eventually find a way to alleviate this tediousness; eventually severing it completely from your life. It is the undying compulsion within you to express yourself from within, which make the others want and need your attention so demandingly. You know the type; when you are available, they will not require your attention. But when you are enraptured within one of your expressions, and do not have time for anyone or anything else; this is when they will do everything within their power to distract you from your life, just so you will focus your time and energy on them instead of your expression. This is the way most of the insecure others live their lives. One should be extremely cautious and on guard at all times, as to whom they allow into their life, and their body energy field. If one allows another into their life without caution, the results of one’s body energy field becoming contaminated by another’s low vibration, could permanently damage and fragment the tonal frequency of one’s body energy field. There will be times when these others will portray themselves to be something they are not, as these times will be frequent and consistent. These types of others will try their hardest to sneak past your defenses, but mostly they will try to sneak past your intellect in order to manipulate your senses and your integrity. The key word here is ‘try’. These others are weak; weak in body, spirit, mind, and in thought, word, and deed. It can be somewhat amusing to watch these others trying to manipulate you, in order to achieve their selfish intentions. I have always found this to be a strange occurrence; how the weak within society usually think themselves to be of the strongest of their kind around. Such as the case of the feeble-minded, as they think themselves to be of the highest intellect.
Breath is Completely Overrated
The transition of an internal demolition. Killing the insides, just so you can grasp fragments of the air around you in order to breathe. Breath is completely overrated. Tell that to a drowning victim. In a way, we are all victims; of our decisions, choices, and personal attitudes. When life is suffocating you, and you do not have the internal capacity to breathe, it can be somewhat challenging to see straight. This is especially true if your lenses are dirty, and you need a new prescription. It’s nothing new to me: old hat. These cycles run themselves around my mind, and through my soul. Soul-crushing. A transition’s grin. The depths of insanity. The reality of uncertainty. I still look for that supposed silver lining. It’s covered in the blood and wreckage of my past. Another endeavor I could not spiritually afford. An affirmation. A devastation. The circumference of a broken heart. The radiance of a glowing death. Tears and fears in arrears. The only way to pay for life’s decisions and choices when under duress. How else did you think it was going to turn out? There is no fairytale to hold on to. There are no remembrances, which do not make me cringe. Some would say, “Just hang in there, it’ll work out if you just give it some time.” I feel as though time has run out. Time ran away from me crying and screaming. I truly wish I knew better, But at this point in my life, what the fuck is the point to any of it? The love I had within me died the day I was born.
Contaminated
This is where you and I depart. You portrayed yourself to be something and someone you are not. Another illusion within your childish confusion. Maturity, depth, and substance, are character traits you are incapable of possessing. What you do not know, and will probably never know. Me. You simply never took the time to peer beyond the hair. The jacket. The personality. The soul. I do not blame you, as it is not your fault. You were groomed to live this kind of life. Your parents, social media, and the propaganda of “Toxic Masculinity” has brainwashed you, along with 95% of the other sheeple within this global society. You cannot seem to find the term in the dictionary. Depth and consideration were never strong character traits within you. A selfish disposition is your body armor. The new normal. The new way of living your life. One. Day. At. A. Time. One childish fantasy at a time. Another death from childhood, which keeps your ideologies fresh and clean. You have been contaminated by everything you have thought was healthy for you. That type of death will slowly and steadily seep into every part of your being. This is why you will never know the depths contained within me.
G.G. Kalfas 