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The fragrance is thick with contempt. A ritualistic life-cycle, which has led you astray. The soot of your soul, has embedded itself into you worst nightmare. Now you are living within it on a day to day basis. Cutting or slicing a vein is almost too easy for you. Your special blend of masochistic ideals, hopefully will bring you a more tedious way of departing this mortal (moral) coil. If only you could find a more difficult solution for your solution, how the night would shine upon you. Blissfully glistening upon your rotted deviance. There is no more time to waste. You must get busy at once. All hail the membrane of the dead. You. Cutting corners in life will only give you a piece of what you intended to receive. Nothing more. Your roots are showing. Where you are from. What you have grown. What is now growing. Your roots were originally buried in sand. Easily pulled up. Hard to nurture. Something you never knew. When it was finally given to you. Pushed away. Denied. Along with the love which came with it. You should follow through within your aesthetic, metaphorical, and literal suicide. The only gift you can give to the world. Your finality.

The true obedience within any discipline; this is the true and absolute commitment within the specific undertaking at hand. Do you have this understanding within your life? Bury all of your doubts within the soil of the Earth’s healing heart; she will nourish you back to health, back to who you were, long before you became fractured within your life. The Earth can heal you, even though you may not be able to heal yourself. Trust in her, feel within her nature; become the piety within this bleak, unforsaken, turmoiled society, which unfortunately created you and your mindset. The truth will arise within you, and when it does; seek yourself forth within your truth, and conquer all of the falsities within your body energy field. You will then see yourself, and the world clearly, without any hesitation within your soul’s commitment. Make no mistake, truth is not freedom; it is another form of bondage. Knowing the truth has never set anyone free from themselves, as it has only caused more affliction within one’s own volition. Yet, this revealed truth; is the greatest awakening within the desired commitments of man, and the deeds he projects onto the world. Through truth, these projected commitments and deeds, are seen for what they truly are: the transcendence of fear into truth realized. Fortunately, societal normalcy will no longer exist, once these truths are fully acted upon. This is when the energies, the spirits, come into, and through our convictions; bringing forth the true guidance and assistance needed, to manipulate and manifest through the grit and mundanity of this tribal external world. No more secrets will remain hidden, as you have seen the revelations opened before you, with your own eyes. From this point forth, you will never see life the same way again. Your paradigm has shifted from the external, to the Universal. You can hear the Universal song, you can see the Universal vision, just as you know the Universal thought.

The neurosis will continue to grow uncontrollably; overcoming every part of your being. This is the design of its interwoven, commingling threads; overlapping itself within you and through you, until there is nothing left of the essence which is “you”. It is a uniquely slow and creeping process; overcoming the eternal domain, which at one time belonged to you. You will not have the capacity to recognize it at the beginning, nor at the end; a blinded type of transition from weak into weakened madness. You will be able to see yourself living your life outside of your eyes; watching yourself live a life which was never designed for you. That feeling you get, that specific feeling you get within your solar plexus; you will sometimes find yourself putting your hand over it, as though this will alleviate the stirring coming from within. Nothing will alleviate this stirring once it arises. The only remedy for alleviating this stirring, is to follow through within its overbearing uncertainty. See what happens within it, as you move forward within your experience of life. There will be an internal and external change; take notice this uncertain change, as it is molding you from within and from without. The human life lived within uncertainty is good; as this will allow your disposition to be tested, and molded into a proper character trait. Many of the others will flee from uncertainty once it arrives within their lives. They will try to hide from this unwelcome change within their lives, as though they are actually able to do so. There is no way to hide from the inevitable; it will eventually find you even when you are trying to seek refuge from it. There never will be refuge within uncertainty (life). The only remedy for a fragmented mind, is to seek the darkness, the pain, the suffering, the trauma, the uncertainty, and the paranoia, which can sometimes consume you. Once you have learned to master, and eventually take control of these neuroses; you will be able to master yourself, and eventually take control of your life. When you create the capacity within yourself to come face to face with change, uncertainty, pain, and death; you find that you will finally have the capacity within yourself to be free from all that you once ran away from. For some, life is a carousel; sitting in place, going up and down on a different animal, but only going in circles of distractions through their lives. For others, life is a race; going as fast as they can, to get as much as they can, only to arrive first at the finish line of death. For the rest of us, life is an illusion; knowing the power of the unseen forces effect upon the material world, and learning how to master these powerful unseen forces. (Uoy gnicaf era yeht sa tsuj, sraef ruoy ecaf.)

The dark communion between body, blood, and spirit are greatly unique. There is no other type of communion such as this, which any human will ever experience. No god or goddess; will ever be able to grant the type of sanctuary for mental, physical, or even spiritual transcendence such as the dark communion will. The frequencies which surround all of us, all of the time; these frequencies are what bind us, maintain us as unique creatures. The frequencies which are created and brought forth from taking part of this dark communion are everlasting. All of the Chakras will be exposed to the true undeniable creator; therefore, divinity will be known amongst all of us. The frequencies which will invade our body cavity and our spirit, will bring forth the destruction of any and all diseases. Allowing yourself to be consumed by these outer frequencies and energies, will be life changing; as this is the catalyst for human evolution. This secret, this dark communion, has existed long before the reconciliation of antiquities secrets were known to the common man. Now you know the secrets of antiquity; now you know the truth about yourself, and how the healing truth of transcendence takes place.

Certain words bring forth certain ideologies. A mixture of cantankerous misanthropes. The needle and the thread. Sew back together the lost lives of the dead. A lost part of life. Maintained through obsession. It is not depression, a recollection, or even masturbation. I am the harbinger of necrotic tendencies. The death within every breath you breathe. It is life I incinerate as the soul becomes disbursed. This is when she looks at me in her peculiar way. Behind her eyes. She thinks of me between her thighs. There are no lies. There are no cries. Only the blissful decadence of what lies within. Her hands and thoughts. Violently caressing me from within. The inner longings of her passion. Screaming loudly to be heard. Wings of a feather. Words once remembered. Fly high within the night sky. Along with the raven‘s word.

This is that time of year, the time of year when the other side is more reachable, more tangible. The veil of life and death thins, allowing the adept to see with their own eyes, what truly lies beyond the illusions of life. The sweet intangible dreams we shared, within the melancholic illusions of our lives. That specific undeniable dream we both shared; rotting you and I both to the frayed extinction of our cores. This was our connection, our bloodied bond; always keeping you and I tied together through eternity. When the winds hum, and the leaves fall away; this is our eternal serenade from the eternal mother herself. The winds blow from her bosom; showing you and I the purest kind of love a mother could ever show. The leaves fall away, creating bedding for you and I upon her land. We may not be able to hear her words with our ears, but we can feel her love within our hearts. This is how the true mother speaks to her children; filling our hearts with her eternal, undying, and everlasting love. I know you can feel them; the energies, the spirits all around us. They are always with us; even though, we might not know it at the time. We get distracted and busy; with the meaningless and tedious tasks we undertake within our lives. When we are fully entranced within these tedious, meaningless tasks, as our attention is solely dedicated to these distractions; the energies, the spirits are still with us. Their companionship could be the furthest thought from our minds; yet, it is not far from their minds in the slightest. The energies, the spirits; they are the true reasons why things do, or do not work out according to our intentions. When there is a certain task to be performed, and we are constantly met with blockage; there is a specific, and quite possibly a supernatural reason for this blockage. It is not as simple as, trying to achieve a specific goal, as it is much grander than that. There are specific details within our lives, which sometimes we either neglect, or simply do not pay attention to. The energies, the spirits; they know our true purpose, as they do not neglect the details within our actions, as we sometimes do.