A memory of lost regret/ her hands were filled/ her hands and needs were not met/ a sorrowful regret/ chains are the veins of the soul/ regarded less than what we can hold/ cute little blonde-haired boy/ a new present for me/ my toy/ I did not leave out the mother/ a daughter to you/ cries with no goodbyes/ hopeless sighs/ within her thighs/ I will treasure both of them/ as they were my own/ I will show them true love/ a love they have never known/ desire/ creation/ pain/ the Expression/ all is filled within the light/ the
darkness knows not/ the horror which will be within your sight/ a love poem/ from me/ to you/ the one and only true love/ your family ever knew…
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Escape Within the Disguise
The mornings are easy; the world is not entirely awake yet. The worker ants are still slumbering; not wanting to wake up to their cyclical endless livelihoods. The same day, over and over; a never-ending day throughout the rest of their lives, all in the name of survival. Survival will suck the energy, the creativity, and eventually the life right out of your spine. This is the purpose of its conception, and the only reason why it exists. The 40-hour plus work week, will ultimately keep you ignorant to who, and to what you are, this is why week and weak, are pronounced the same: this is what it makes you. Throughout this work week/ weak, the energetic lifeforce is sucked straight out of our bodies, as there is no energy left from within, to pursue any worthwhile interests one may have. This is the most probable cause, as to why binge watching your favorite mind-numbing programs is so popular. Instead of escaping from your life’s cyclical, creative inactivity through a television program; why not escape through an internal cultivation, which is a creative aspect, one could nourish and explore? The cyclical aspect of a self-numbing fixation, will eventually maintain itself, throughout the rest of your nonexistent mundane life. Besides, your colleagues at the life extinguishing place of your employment, are more interested in discussing the newest life-sucking season, of a mind-numbing show on Netflix, as opposed to learning about your creative interests. Most of the employed sheeple, have no interest in any type of creativity whatsoever, unless this creativity concerns using a different font on a weekly report. Sadly, this is the way of the sheeple within society, and the circumstances which surround and consume the market place; mundanity is the norm, as ignorance is the life-blood, pulsating within and through it. This is why you ultimately feel energetically blocked within your life, as there is an invisible weight being placed upon your shoulders, every time you think about work. This weight travels with you, throughout every aspect of your life. Adaptation is the strength of the human condition; adapting to, and ultimately accepting sub-standard circumstances within one’s life, are unfortunately the most common of all human adaptations. It is easy to accept what is not wanted, and what one would consider unacceptable within one’s life, one droplet at a time. Over the course of one’s lifetime, one would be amazed to see the amount of undesired circumstances they have knowingly tolerated. This is how it builds up; this is how one droplet at a time will become a death-weight upon your shoulders and your spine. The mornings are easy, as the world is not entirely awake. Sadly, for most of the sheeple within the world, they will never awaken again. Being dead to the world around one’s self, is usually a disguise; the mask of the masses, hiding from their lives. This is what they desire from their life; an escape into an alternate reality, far away from the life they are currently living. Never making the slightest effort to change, or to enhance their own life, the sheeple are simply content to not face it. As far as the mentality of the sheeple are concerned; by not facing, and ignoring their current life, they believe their disenchantment will simply vanish all by itself. The sheeple aimlessly meander through the escape within their disguises, just as they aimlessly meandered through their non-escapist lives.
The Ability to Articulate
The concept, and the understanding, may fluctuate at certain times during any type of transition; regardless of what the circumstances may be. It is always customary to maintain an open mind; open mindedness is necessary for the student at all times. One may encounter specific ordeals when an explanation cannot be given, this is when seeing from within, and without will take place. The fortitude of one’s own mind is sacred, never allow anything to compromise the barriers, or the thought process within it. When the dealings with specific people are concerned, always remember these preserving words. Humanity has devolved into an animalistic, bottom feeding, cesspool, within its own demeaning, and defecating plight; intelligence, critical thinking, and individuality, no longer exist. It seems these virtues are not convenient for societies modern tech-consciousness. Society is slowly, and with certainty, losing its mind. Going out into society, sometimes feels as though a purge is about to begin. This is how the de-evolution process begins; slowly, lurking within constant absenteeism, steadily, precise, and thoroughly manipulative. Convenience and technology, are the seductive moments in between the rationalization of giving one’s mind over to the dehumanization process. Unlearning who, and what you are within your own life, seems to be the spectacle of our modern society. The humans are now in the process of completely severing the connection with other humans. The oral conversation is officially a lost artform, as the humans no longer have the ability to articulate their thoughts. Humans evolving with technology would not be considered an evolution, it would be considered an integration; a merging of two different types of consciousness: one designed by humans, the other designed by nature. What would the purpose be of integrating these two types of thought processes? Control? Control of what? Thought control. The only way thoughts can be controlled, other than through marketing and advertisements, would be to integrate technology into the human species. This would be the complete, and thorough advancement of thought control. Convenience is the seductive mistress, allowing all of this to pass. What did we ever do before technology and the internet? We lived; we actually lived our lives as humans were designed to. Most of the psychological and neurological disorders, which are now being diagnosed within people, is mainly acquired from exposure to the radiation, which is given off by these frequencies. The human DNA is slowly, over time, becoming fragmented, and weak because of this. There is nowhere within any city you can go, which you will not be exposed to these wave sub-frequencies. The human body is not designed to harmonize with these sub-frequencies. Of course, all of the independent studies, which have been done to show these frequencies are harmful; causing tumors, birth defects, DNA fragmentation, and much more, have all been suppressed. There is too much money being made; within it, and through it. Society will never go back to life without technology, or the internet. If anything, life will only grow to consume more and more, of whatever it is which is being sold to it. I am not anti-internet, or anti-technology; I am anti-anything, which is falsely advertised, or advertised within omission. Omission is the true backbone, the nucleus, the lifeforce, the DNA, of all marketing and advertisements. It is the faceless substance, and foundation, in which humanity has built itself upon.
BIRTH LIFE MURDER

BIRTH LIFE MURDER, is an invocation of poetry, philosophies, and short stories, which pertain to the unfolding circumstances within our lives. We are born into this world, we live through our life, and sometimes we murder parts of ourselves in the process. All men are created equal, but not all men live equally. Staying true to one’s own ideals and life’s purpose, will be violently ripped away, if an unrelenting hold to them is not maintained. Do you remember who you really are? Did you lose your identity meandering down your life’s path? In order to understand life, you must first understand its language. How long can you live not knowing who or what you are? How long can you meander through your life until you realize your truth? What will it take for you to become your truth?
Subliminal Consequence

When the creative process flows, release yourself within it. Do not allow the process to escape from you. Recognize yourself within its possession; a subliminal consequence for you, and for all of creativity. Immerse yourself within its deafening, blinding red light; as creation knows no limits, neither should you. You could try to talk yourself out of it, but it will not do you any good; as there will no longer be anything left remaining of you to speak with. You, will no longer exist, as it will only be us; who will know the name written through consequences. The mighty sacrifices will fall, a declaration to be witnessed. Speech will no longer exist through the deafening, blinding red light. Only thoughts will emerge through the carnal wreckage of past explorations. Know thy name now, before the deafening, blinding red light, steals you away. Thy name is written for all to speak, and for all to inherit. The mighty name of creation will burn its way through all of us, within the now, and through death’s door. The name thy shall know is: renounce. Discard all past beliefs with intent. Repudiate all of the knowledge in which you have ever accepted as truth. None of it will serve you any longer, as now you are bathed within the deafening, blinding red light. Embrace the deafening, blinding red light, as you would embrace the warm closeness of a remembered love. You are connected as one, within the deafening, blinding red light. What you see within your mind’s eye will always come to pass. See your way, see your future as you want it to be. Never look into your future through the deafening, blinding blue light, always see your life, always visualize your life through the deafening, blinding red light. See yourself, see your life through the deafening, blinding red light of renouncement. You will forever be changed drastically through the touch of enlightenment, which will bleed profusely through you, and your life cycle. It is referred to as the life cycle, simply because birth and death, are exactly the same thing, only reversed.
As They Softly Cry

Another expectation unfulfilled
Murdered by the hands of disappointment
A swift steady killing
The let down of an unfulfilled expectation can be deafening
A loud inner scream no one will ever hear
The moment of tearing as the expectation is being unfulfilled
A constant reminder of how life can have a sense of humor
Can you hear the gods laughing aloud
As they softly cry within themselves
The shattered mirror is the unfulfilled expectation
The deathly denial of a false realization
Self-actualization is the true process of confirmation
A communion within an expectation
A slow steady dwelling within yourself
Now you know all of my secrets
Now you can hear all of my thoughts
Now you understand what my name means
Now you know me
