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Life on Hold

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Yeah, it’s been a while. I’ve been silent for a really long time. It seems I have forgotten about myself. I’ve been trying to remember who I am. I’m still trying to remember. I’ve been trying to figure life out. I’m beginning to understand that one does not figure life out. Life is what actually figures you out. It’s a bunch of circles and cycles, which leaves one where they originally started. 5 years is a long time for life to be putting your life on hold. I’m an old man now. I do not have many options left.

If anyone reads this, let me know.

Part: 38

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What part of your life are you living right now? The dense part? The heavy part? The what’s the fucking point part? Or, are you living the light hearted part? The love part? The arms wide open part?

Life is a jungle, filled with all sorts of creatures, beasts, and animals you may or may not want to congregate with. Either way, you must always protect yourself from those who want to steal your soul.

These others are filled with enough fear, which will allow you to live without it. It is important to catch them in their natural habitat. This is because the truth has absolutely no fear of being investigated.

Take a moment and let that sink in.

A Future to Purchase

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They have always looked at you funny. This is because “they” are reflections of your life’s mirror. It is a cycle of going and coming around. What is it exactly you are searching for? If it feels as though time is running out, this is because it is. Time is dead. The script has been written, as all you need to do is act it out in accordance with its guidelines. You are the creature double-feature. The anathema of time. Time has passed you by. Sadly, there may not be a future to purchase.

You are the Fifth Horseman

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Walk around afraid? Why should you live in fear? I know they are out there in the world; waiting for you… just waiting for you. They can smell your fear. They can smell the putridity of your pheromones exuding from your pores. The sweet degradation of your place within this societal collapse. Yes. It is crumbling down right before your eyes. The greatest delusion of intrusion you will never see; blinding the consciousness right before your very own eyes. It is the lullaby of the gods; cringing and infringing upon your soul. Spiritual warfare was never designed to be fair. There are only two results. winner or loser. You ultimately get to decide which one you are going to become.

The Feeling Within

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It’s here. Breathing. Living. Within your inner cavities. Dead again. Silence within the surfacing. A dystopian undertaking. Another mindfuck. You will be silenced, or put to death. Which would you prefer? Both are the same. There’s no difference between a lie and false freedom. Both will deceive your inner and outer sights. Can you see yourself living within another’s lie? Neither can I.