Deliberation of Persistence

Another morning. Eyes burning. In shock of what they are witnessing. Another morning. Within another lifetime. The differences are repeating themselves. A transition within a self-limiting existence. No threshold. Only a stranglehold of the consciousness. Back breaking endeavor. Split spine. The soul’s wasted time. A deliberation of persistence. Another aggression on repeat. Repeating itself. There is a distinction within the hue. Neither you nor I, knew it at the time. There is no such control, when it comes to the unknowable; other than the type of control one will allow to be bestowed upon them. Do you really think there is another type of control? No, there exists no such thing. It was all a scam. Life. Liberty. The pursuit of nothingness. I already thought you knew all of this by now, or at least you began to figure this out. I guess not.

The Instinctive Metamorphosis

The seasons are the reasons of why you dwell here. I have seen these people within here before; looking, searching, feeling out the lopsided landscapes of their personal oblivion. The blind leading the lost; the inept following the blind. They all will eventually come here at one point during their lives; looking for what already exists inside of themselves: salvation. I do not guide them in a specific direction, as you can never guide the lost to find themselves. This is a miraculous undertaking one must accomplish on their own; a feat only the true individual can wholly and completely endure within themselves. This is the deepest, blackest, and brutal undertaking one could ever know or withstand within their lifetime. Seasons exist for a number of reasons; a reason for every reason you are alive. The seasons will always exist externally, surrounding you and I. The seasons will always exist internally, within you and I. The quiet and the instinctive metamorphosis surrounding you and I, will create, design, mold, and eventually allow you and I to become what we were always meant to be: the personification of transition. This is why I have deliberated long enough; this is why you have hidden yourself away from the others during your life. A fleeting glance into yourself. A distant voice screaming your name. A longing which will always remain unfulfilled. It is a culmination of purpose, meaning, defamation, and resilience; circling around the cesspool of your putrid animal desires. This is where it all ended for you; knowing nothing different other than what you have experienced. It is the same game you have played your whole life: the game of Chance. Soon enough, you will be out of chances; only left with the realizations of what could have been accomplished, if you were not so distracted by the distractions you artfully created for yourself. This is where that old story ends, and your new story begins. Now is where I give you the new start you have always been looking for; that new life you have been seeking, that cleansing you so desperately wanted. Here it is. It is all yours now. It is up to you if you keep it clean, or if you dirty it up before its usage. I trust you will make the right decision for yourself, as you have had a lifetime of making the wrong ones for yourself. I will give you some time to think about it; time for you to adjust to this new process, this new way of living. It can be a little daunting at first; seeing life, this game, this illusory enchantment for what it truly is. Most of the people in here have never made it out of here alive, yet I see something different in you. I feel confident you will raise yourself in the light you have always seen your potential in; a bright, glowing light, illuminating all of the external and internal seasons, from within to without. This is why I have allowed you to come in here; this is why I have allowed you to see me, my form, as I truly am. The others who have decided to come in here, they cannot bear to see my true form. I am unlike anything they have ever seen before. I am a culmination of the true light, and the true darkness; the super conscious and the subconscious combined. I am what the everlasting gaze into the unknowable looks like; an endless void into the human architype. Contrary to what you may believe, or what you may have been told; I am the true creator of this realm, I am the real reason as to why you are here, why you exist. The sole reason as to why your hands exist, serves the purpose of creating for me. Everything you create within this world belongs to me; by giving you the gift of life; in return, I shall receive the gift of creation from you. This is your true purpose, the true reason as to why you exist, why you are here.

Ordered Principles of Life

Design your life for you- no one else.

Do not count on anyone else- but yourself.

Do not trust anyone else- but yourself.

Always think through every decision you make. Adhere to the law of cause and effect.

If you take others into consideration for what you want in life, you will be disappointed every time.

When speaking to others, depending on the situation, act as though you do not know. You will be able to see their true intent. The weak always prey on those they think are weak. This is now when you destroy the other.

Always follow your heart, if you listen to your brain it will kill you.

If you are lucky enough in this life to find your passion, you will be lucky enough to find your greatness. Within this passion, greatness will reveal itself. Only then will you be able to realize your full potential.

Since you can only depend upon yourself in this life, you must at all costs design for yourself safety. If you fall, no one will be there to pick you up. You must get up on your own and learn how to walk again.

At all times, always be yourself. Never allow anyone to see your true heart, you will be exposed and others will know your weakness. Always be yourself internally. Project a part of your personality that is congruent to the individual you are dealing with. Only then will you be able to see and know the others intent they wish to bestow upon you.

Do not be an ignorant fool about life. No one cares about you and no one probably ever will. You must create your own life for you, no one else.

Always be true to the code of the law that is naturally within you.

Know who you are at your core through deep introspection.

Never allow anyone to put a picture in your frame of mind. Always think for yourself.

Every second is a perception as every perception is change. We are constantly changing. We are perfection just as clouds are. Clouds are always changing shape, but they are still clouds. We too are always changing shape, just like clouds. This is our purpose.

One or two books is not considered a library. Ten or twenty books is not a library but could be considered a collection. Twenty to fifty books are a collection. A hundred to a thousand books are a library. Create with a library, not a collection.