Life will leave you behind if you don’t keep up with it. It will leave you so far behind, you might never be able to catch up to it. Yet, there is hope! You don’t need to catch up to it, if you are in fact starting a new life; completely separate from the life which left you behind. That’s all you need to turn a frown upside down. The ones you thought would care don’t, and the ones who never cared still don’t: third verse same as the first. No one needs to care, as it is not their responsibility to do so. Only you need to care about yourself, as this is the greatest gift you could ever possess. It is your sole (soul) responsibility to care for yourself, to truly understand what self-reliance means within the depths of your internal nature. You are your gift, and fuck everything and everyone else.
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Tomorrow is Now
How much longer do you think you and I have left? I am not sure either. This is why you and I must treat tomorrow as if it were today; as if it were now- as if it was occurring at this very moment. It is interesting, as you and I do not know what will occur tomorrow, let alone within the next five minutes. Consciousness transitions both time and space, yet consciousness also transcends within itself. Life is a state of consciousness, just as death itself is. There is no escaping tomorrow, as at one time, right now, was once considered tomorrow. Fucked up how that works; isn’t it? But then again, you and I are pretty fucked up.
Sin and Sorrow
There are no words I can use, which you will not misinterpret or abuse. A loose fuse, dying to lose. If there was one thing I could choose, would be to forget the memories, which haunt my thoughts every second I live within this life. There is nothing else contained within this life, which I could use to rhyme. It seems that time has run away from me, and has sought greener pastures without me in it. So, now I am here, with nothing and no one listening loud and clear. How else did you think it was going to end? A red rose, which smells sweet and romantic, or a delusional oppressed mind, running in circles, fragmented and manic? Life is a cycle of sin and sorrow, with no afterthoughts of death tomorrow. Sometimes life just does not rhyme, yet whether or not if it does, we all will eventually run out of time.
Pretentious Pretending
The sounds of the sirens keep knocking. The looks from their eyes keep staring. An easy distraction, which will pull you under its spell. Basic words for basic minds. I know you don’t mind. I know you do not understand my words, wordings, or meaning. A one hit wonder that no one wonders about. A cyclops-minded type of enthusiasm, which leaves you emptied, but full of guilt. Those day have now died, along with the attention you once had. And no, you will never see it again. I know you still do not understand my words, but your pretentious type of pretending suits you the best.
The Dancing Thoughts Within One’s Mind
Letting go of a circumstance physically, could be considered much easier than mentally letting go of the same circumstance. The dancing thoughts within one’s mind, can seem to stomp on, and stick around for the entire duration of one’s short lifespan. It can be difficult at specific times within one’s life, to fully understand the experiences and circumstances within one’s life, had absolutely nothing to do with them. The external world will usually leave the remnants of what it has to provide for you, whether you consider these remnants good or bad, throughout the duration of your lifespan. I have always seen these remnants as neutral occurrences, as the surrounding external circumstances and experiences know nothing of what one may consider to be good or bad, as the external is strictly subjective in nature.
I find it interesting how another will personalize the circumstances and situations within external world, and also personalize the circumstances and situations, which may be occurring within another’s life. When another is undergoing some type of life transition, it is a good idea to observe, but to never get involved. When one personalizes the experiences of another, this denotes a self-centeredness and a self-important closedminded paradigm. Another’s life experience has nothing to do with you. If it did, you would more than likely be experiencing the same circumstances. It is important to release this unhealthy type of self-centered thought process from your body energy field. By personalizing another’s circumstance and experience, you are in actuality drawing that specific type of energy and frequency upon you and your body energy field. The mind is a mental frequency, which can change its vibrational pattern and frequency at any given moment; with or without your permission. Think of your body energy field as a protective armor; keep that in which you do not want to entering it out, and allowing that in which you are in harmony with to absorb onto you. One’s inner harmony is achieved when the frequencies and vibrations within one’s body energy field are working in alignment with one another.
Individualistic in Nature
The first step towards individuality, is creating a belief system, a self-sustaining doctrine, which will maintain your inner beliefs and your nonconformist ideologies throughout the duration of your lifetime. This is the path of the true individual; the pathway the true adept walks upon. Over time, a true sense of self-reliance will develop deep within the individual’s heart and mind, as nonconformity will become revealed within the individual’s inner soul. A complete frequency shift will occur, as this new paradigm shift is birthed from within your core. Within your new paradigm shift, the importance of others around you will dissipate, as you will begin to understand how little importance they actually possess within your newly birthed life. Within this new paradigm, you will be birthed into solitary endeavors, which will allow you to communicate your inner beliefs, thoughts, feelings, and emotions, through creative and distinctive means and modes. There is no importance based upon another’s comprehension of the modes of your communications, as your means and modes are individualistic in nature, within their own processes. Accolades and acceptance no longer have any importance within your life. It is now the acceptance and understanding of yourself within yourself, which has any type of importance to you within your life. You will now begin to see the importance of involving yourself within solitary endeavors and creative outlets, as collaborating with others will no longer fulfill anything which is now being birthed within you.
G.G. Kalfas 