There is an inner knowing, which is lurking quietly inside of you. This inner knowing is so quiet, one may never know of its existence. If you pay close attention to your external environment, you can see your inner knowing living within everything and everyone around you. I find it interesting, as to how one is constantly surrounded by their inner knowing. It can be a heavy and weighted bombardment of one’s life’s decisions and choices, literally staring back at them. How does this make you feel? How is it you have sought the golden nectar of life’s elixir, yet you cannot recognize yourself within life’s mirror? The tricks one’s mind and ego plays upon one’s consciousness, without a doubt knows no bounds. This is how a psychosis is birthed within the eyes and mind of the beholder. If you allow the confusion and turmoil of the external world to breed itself into your consciousness, then you have allowed yourself to surrender your free will within life’s external atrocities. This is not your life’s purpose, nor is it the reason you were birthed upon this realm. Be your inner strength, and move forward within your internal and external life; your very life might just depend upon it. The only salvation within this realm, is the salvation of your inner knowing.
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The Greatest Strength
The equalization of past thoughts has now subsided within the reality of your current sights. Nothing ends or begins, as you are now able to witness how it has always existed. This is the internal awakening within your psyche, which you have long been waiting for. You are now able to see the illusions and false realities right before you. The lies the external world propagates on a continuous basis, no longer hold any type of importance for you within your newly realized sights. You are now fully able to understand how the external realm has been built upon lies and bullshit this entire time. The only difference now is that you are able to acknowledge it for what it truly is: nonsense. The sole purpose of the external realm, is to fill your psyche with poison, as this poison will maintain a permanent imbalance within your psychological equilibrium. Never allow the external realities of another to be imposed or impressed upon your way of life. Strength comes in many different forms, yet the strength which arises and evolves from defending one’s self from the external realm’s psychic vampires- is quite literally the greatest strength a true individual will ever possess.
Inner Sight
Build yourself up or down; either way you will be making progress. You cannot measure progress through success or failure, as progress is a subjective manifestation within one’s internal maturity. You know, none of it really matters anymore. So, why not let go of it all, and simply allow life to unfold upon you? You can do that, but you can also keep your sanity in a safe place, by keeping it protected. Who am I kidding? You’re right; there is no safe hiding place, where you could keep anything protected, let alone your precious sanity. It’s another one of life’s tricks; a game life will play with you whenever it gets a chance to have fun with your psychology. I know this entry might not make any sense to you at this current point in time. The next time you are having a complete mental breakdown, simply re-read this entry; then it will make complete sense to you. These times do not come around too often, but when they do, they can be somewhat rigorous and deflating. What you will lack in strength, you will compensate with depression, anxiety, and self-loathing. These three mental states can be the best motivators you may ever come across. At first, they will not seem to be such great motivators. It is only when you fully accept and comprehend yourself in an authentic and demeaning way; you will begin to see yourself in the light you were born into. Everyone is born into a specific light radiance. Some are born into a bright glowing radiance, which will blind those around them. For you and I; we were born into a light, which casts a radiance within the darkness of the purest form. This is only for you and I to witness. The others do not and cannot comprehend the capacity which is needed to be contained within them, in order to understand you and I. This is exactly how you and I need life to be. The undeserving lemmings do not deserve to witness the raw beauty, which is contained within our hearts and thoughts. You and I are the only ones who can recognize and see within one another. Our inner sight can be penetrative and devouring. This is perhaps the sole reasoning as to why you and I intimidate the others to the extent we do. They have never had the capacity to understand either one of us, and now you and I know they never will.
I Know You Do
It is these hollow mornings that will definitely eat you alive. In one solid bite. In one solid swallow. Those softly creeping footsteps you keep hearing coming from behind you, those footsteps are the sound of uncertainty coming to pay you a visit. An old friend who would like to remind you of your life and of your past. As though you do not have enough remnants of your past haunting you on a daily basis, uncertainty wants to make sure you absorb it fully, wholly, and completely. All of it. Every tiny morsel. Family and friends are also laughing at you. They never could understand your thought process, let alone anything which makes you who you are. The voices are grading and intruding upon one’s consciousness; violating the serenity wanting to bloom from within. No one could ever understand me, but I know you do. At least you act as though you do.
Lost Within the Scars
The toughened tissue can be somewhat tedious to pierce. Yet, it all depends upon the type of sharpened object one is using to cut through life with. Some use poetry, art, or music to cut the scars away from themselves. Others, the ones who are not yet evolved, will more than likely use hurtful and spiteful words with a raised voice, as though their weakened state of mind needs to be projected through volume, as it may give it a façade of strength. This is how the weak think within their weakened state of being. The only thing volume gives power to is an electric guitar. The weak-minded use volume and violence to project strength. Catch one of them one on one, and you will meet the most docile mouse you may ever come across. True strength, true fortification of one’s mind, lives quietly within one’s internal core; definitely not upon spewing lips of ignorance and emotional retardation. There is an old saying someone told me once, “The dog with the loudest bark get the bone first.” Just as the squeaky wheel gets oiled before the others. I completely understand the logic, yet I simply do not agree with it. In my eyes, the dog which is loud and does not stop barking, gets put down first. The squeaky wheel? You probably need new wheels. I just have a different mindset from the others out in society, who simply go along to get along. Why would you want to get along with others who do not have a spine, or even some type of standard for that matter? If this is the case, then you are simply another cog in the Control Machine’s mechanisms. Just take 5 minutes out of your life each day, and simply stand up for yourself, your morals, your values, and read a book. Social media does not constitute reading, if anything it dumbs one down, just as so many other ways of life within this realm set out to do. Cut out the scars within your mind, in order to strengthen your thought process.
G.G. Kalfas 