Time will play tricks on you; half magic, half psychological. Time will make reality as you understand it, seem to mesh itself into a fragmented state of misunderstandings. Time and reality itself, will turn itself into a mirage of memories, which seem to have no purpose, understanding, or meaning. Faces of the past will blend themselves carefully into present time; seeking refuge within the present. These faces will not have purpose within the present time, as they once did within the past. This will be a blunt revealing, to what was once considered charitable and creative. Everything will look, sound, feel, smell, and taste completely different, as it should be different. All that which was known of and familiar within yesterday, will more often seek refuge within today; unfortunately, this refuge will be sought in vain. There will never be any type of refuge for what was known of within yesterday upon today, in present time. The rebirth of a forgotten memory, can sometime be considered a dangerous practice. If a forgotten memory serves no purpose within present time; what would be the benefit of remembering this forgotten muse? The mind has released this past content to the forgotten realms within itself; reliving a dead memory within present time serves only the forgotten past. The voices change, the looks change, yet the mannerisms still remain intact; an ode, which lingers upon the tips of the lips and the tongue. When looking into the eyes of the past, within present time; it is easy to see for yourself how you never belonged there to begin with. A resurrection from your past may appear within your life every now and then, but it is important for you to see it for what it truly is: a suction backwards out of present time. Resurrecting and reliving life through the death of dead memories, will send you backwards through your evolution. It is a quasi-near-death experience, while witnessing the devolved past, materialize right before your eyes. The past belongs where it currently resides, just as you belong where you currently reside. Your present time will eventually become a memory within your past; another distant, and fragmented part of your being and your reality. Can you truly find any type of veneration when looking into the past from present time? What is it about looking back upon the past, which will make you feel good about yourself in present time? What is it exactly you think you may have conquered? The past no longer exists within your reality, within your present time. There will never be any type of solace, sanctuary, validation, or relief, when living within, or looking back upon, the distant remnants of your past. If there is no peace within your mind in present time, you will definitely not be able to find any within your past. Within your present life, there is only enough room for what you take the time to make room for. If you make room for something, someone, or a distant dead memory, which does not help you within present time; you will send present time back into the past, to relive the forgotten and damaged life you once lived. This is a wound you are keeping fresh. A trophy of pain, which you gloriously adorn; symbolizing your past wreckage of immortality. Your favorite fashion accessory. It is perfect for any occasion, and will go great with any outfit. You can even wear it after Labor Day. I will not tell you to take care of yourself, as you have now been released from my life. Your intentions were not to nourish yourself within your present time, but to harvest more of the damaged past you crave and long for.
Tag: philosophy
The Realm of Illusion
Rigidity. Substance. Nonconformity. Self-reliance. Self-control. Critical thinking. Dominion. Clarity over one’s self: exist within the core attributes of the authentic, true individual. There are no other substitutions; the lack of obtaining these true, fundamental qualities, will be the equivalent of being lost within the herd of the other sheeple lost within society. The natural belief system within an individual is authentic, core, and fulfilling; as there is no truth more powerful than the truth of a man’s inner nature. The nurturing of one’s inner nature, should always remain strong and vigilant. Society will knowingly, and unknowingly try to tear this nature down, and bury it within the cemetery. There is no hope for the lost soul, as no one should help those who dare not help themselves. Secure yourself within your own mind. Level yourself within your own words. Reinvent yourself within your own actions. There is nothing more sacred which will ever exist, other than the existence of your true, unfiltered nature. The true, authentic individual; the true gift onto this mundane world filled with followers, doubters, and naysayers. Only the true, authentic individual, will obtain the power and the insight to transcend the negativity, and the sub-frequencies within the societal material realm of illusion. The true affliction, the true devastation, the true annihilation within this world, and within the soul, exists within the true character of a person. Only through our internal character, can we attain our potential, and ascend into the higher realms of consciousness and Ætheric being. I have attained the hidden understanding, insight, and the conception within the realms of inner and outer. There is a depth, which will never be explored, just as there is a height, which will never be known. To remain unknown, to live as a secret, to be created for the purpose of never being explored; this is the essence within the majesties of the internal, this is the dominion within all of mankind. If you are weak-minded, or lacking an individual’s essence; you exist for a reason and a purpose, which is yours to encounter. You decide your own enchantment, just as you decide your own suffering. Your thoughts create your life, deep within and without your mind’s all-seeing eye. All you ever wanted and never wanted is here, right now, present, for your taking, or for your rejection. It is what you decide for it to exist as: nothing more. You are the seed, which the Universe has planted; now it is time for you to grow into your own life, your own distinct way of living. The realm of life and death are calling upon you. There is a great distance within yourself from yourself. You must heal, so you will no longer have to kneel. You must stand erect to the material world of illusion, as you know it no longer can offer you, nor can it provide for you the life sustaining energies, which allow the soul to transcend this mundane mortal coil. Ascension is now. Life is now. Death is now. You and I are now, forever, and eternal. The chains have been lifted, as the bondage has been broken. There is nothing holding you back from me, other than your thoughts. Peering into the delicate eyes of death, I can see a blissful and delicate remembrance of what once was. The harsh, brutal, unloving eyes of life, contained within an energetic draining of the soul. The translucent veil of life and death await. The healing must take place; my healing from myself. I was the one, who was trying to kill me for all of those years. I know better now, yet the damage has been done, the consequences need to be paid. The lingering of yesterday’s self-deceits, are still lingering within today. Now, the translucent veil awaits my presence; awaiting silently for my soul’s essence. The true gift. Eternal love. Unconditional love. A soul love: the only type of love which can exist.
G.G. Kalfas 