Those words of cyclical torture, which you constantly hear within the back of your mind, must be quite tedious to listen to when you and I engage in conversation. Inner dialogue has the capacity to be quite telling, and quite weighted; especially when you and yourself are the only ones who can hear the inner dialogue. I know you know me, just as I know you. I know you are a deep thinker; I can tell from your (anti)social media feed just how intelligent, philosophical, and profound you are. I am sure your thumb is exhausted from scrolling through all of the other deep thinkers posting their “profoundness” on social(ist) media. No, the others within your life do not “get” nor “understand” you, but I do. I know exactly who and what you are. No, I do not judge, but I do observe. Have you ever wondered why there are no more thinkers, such as: Aristotle, Nietzsche, Emerson, or Twain within the world? It mostly has to do with the fact that the majority of the lemmings within society, are quite comfortable not thinking for themselves, and prefer for social(experiment) media to do it for them. I know you are young, but yes; there was a time within our society when individuals (not followers, as followers will never lead), were rewarded for thinking for themselves. A time within human history did in fact exist, when being an individual profoundly meant something, and was looked upon with great reverence. In today’s world; one’s thumb gets more exercise than one’s mind. Think about that for a moment, if you have the capacity to actually think. I am beginning to come to the conclusion that you will never know me; simply because you have never taken the time to know yourself.
Tag: philosophy
Inner Sight
Build yourself up or down; either way you will be making progress. You cannot measure progress through success or failure, as progress is a subjective manifestation within one’s internal maturity. You know, none of it really matters anymore. So, why not let go of it all, and simply allow life to unfold upon you? You can do that, but you can also keep your sanity in a safe place, by keeping it protected. Who am I kidding? You’re right; there is no safe hiding place, where you could keep anything protected, let alone your precious sanity. It’s another one of life’s tricks; a game life will play with you whenever it gets a chance to have fun with your psychology. I know this entry might not make any sense to you at this current point in time. The next time you are having a complete mental breakdown, simply re-read this entry; then it will make complete sense to you. These times do not come around too often, but when they do, they can be somewhat rigorous and deflating. What you will lack in strength, you will compensate with depression, anxiety, and self-loathing. These three mental states can be the best motivators you may ever come across. At first, they will not seem to be such great motivators. It is only when you fully accept and comprehend yourself in an authentic and demeaning way; you will begin to see yourself in the light you were born into. Everyone is born into a specific light radiance. Some are born into a bright glowing radiance, which will blind those around them. For you and I; we were born into a light, which casts a radiance within the darkness of the purest form. This is only for you and I to witness. The others do not and cannot comprehend the capacity which is needed to be contained within them, in order to understand you and I. This is exactly how you and I need life to be. The undeserving lemmings do not deserve to witness the raw beauty, which is contained within our hearts and thoughts. You and I are the only ones who can recognize and see within one another. Our inner sight can be penetrative and devouring. This is perhaps the sole reasoning as to why you and I intimidate the others to the extent we do. They have never had the capacity to understand either one of us, and now you and I know they never will.
EGO
The longing. The belonging. The symphonic appetite of might versus right. Wrong does not exist when might is starving. Butterfly wings when Nature sings Her songs of goodbyes. Fractured sensations bring about late revelations, of what was always known. The subtle hands of thirsty glands, will pour forth upon one’s stained Life’s sands. The confusion is not a delusion within the realm of substitution, as it is pouring forth the waste and haste from one’s inner contusion. One can feel the essence of Life dripping down from their hand, as the power is thick from within Life’s gland; providing it is being giving a tight enough squeeze. Life will squeeze you at specific times within your Life. This is when you might want to squeeze Life right back. Don’t worry, Life will not take it personally as you always seem to do. Life knows better than that. The human ego always seems to get in the way of one’s Life. Maybe when we stop living through our ego, we will begin to start living Life.
One’s Inner Harmony
I find it interesting how another will personalize the circumstances and situations within external world, and also personalize the circumstances and situations, which may be occurring within another’s life. When another is undergoing some type of life transition, it is a good idea to observe, but to never get involved. When one personalizes the experiences of another, this denotes a self-centeredness and a self-important closedminded paradigm. Another’s life experience has nothing to do with you. If it did, you would more than likely be experiencing the same circumstances. It is important to release this unhealthy type of self-centered thought process from your body energy field. By personalizing another’s circumstance and experience, you are in actuality drawing that specific type of energy and frequency upon you and your body energy field. The mind is a mental frequency, which can change its vibrational pattern and frequency at any given moment; with or without your permission. Think of your body energy field as a protective armor; keep that in which you do not want to entering it out, and allowing that in which you are in harmony with to absorb onto you. One’s inner harmony is achieved when the frequencies and vibrations within one’s body energy field are working in alignment with one another.
Level of Ascension
The truths within you, will bear witness to the quality of the character contained within your consciousness. One can only ascend spiritually to the heights of his internal character, which is contained within his consciousness. The infernal traditions contained within one’s consciousness, will only be revealed, dependent upon the level of ascension one’s character has elevated to. Conversely, if one is of low character, and low moral and spiritual growth, the infernal traditions contained within, will more than likely never be revealed to his consciousness. The occult traditions are very specific, of who they share themselves with, as this is how the occult traditions maintain their longevity. There is a deep understanding within consciousness itself, as it only has the capacity to absorb energies, frequencies, and knowledge, in which it has the ability to harmonize with. If energies, frequencies, and knowledge are presented to one’s consciousness, which it does not have the capacity to harmonize with, the consciousness in question, will not have the capacity to understand, nor absorb what is being presented to it. This is where the sayings, “You are not on my level.” or, “We are not on the same level.” actually comes from. This is in reference to the level of ascension one’s consciousness has attained within their life. When one possesses an elevated character, one will more than likely possess an elevated consciousness.
The Dream Merchant
Dreams can carry one from one day to the next. Sometimes, one’s dreams are all they may have to keep them going, to keep them alive for one more day on this Earth; only to see if today will be the day their dreams come true. One carries their dreams close to them, near and dear within their heart’s desire. The only reason I am still here is to see if I can fulfill just one of my dreams while I am alive within this mortal realm. I have given up, or you could really look at it as letting go, of many of the dreams I once had, as I no longer have any interest in fulfilling any of them. So, I simply released them from my body energy field and my consciousness. Yes, it is absolutely possible for one to transcend and evolve from the dreams they once possessed. When one evolves within their protected consciousness, so too does the way one lives their life; therefore, the dreams they once possessed and held closely to themselves within their heart’s desire, dissipate back to from where they once came. One can never know the identity of a dream within their consciousness, all one has the capacity to understand is that dream within them longs to be heard, and demands to live life on its own within this mortal realm. I have lost count of the number of dreams, which have either fled from, or have died within my heart’s desire. Sometimes, I think these dreams die within my, because it has taken me too long to fulfill these dreams, or I am not able to fulfill these dreams. It feels as though the dreams know exactly what is going on within my heart, and they either commit suicide, knowing they will never be fulfilled, or they simply leave to go to another’s heart’s desire, in order to become lived and fulfilled. When one possesses a dream within their heart’s desire, that dream chose to exist and live within them. If the dream exists within you, then you have the full capacity to fulfill the dreams need to be given life, and the ability to fulfill the longing for breath contained within your heart’s desire. Dreams are the most important part of being alive, as they keep us moving forward within life, when we feel as though we are falling behind. The dreams we have contained within our heart’s desire, are just as important and necessary as the air we breathe; we cannot live without either one. Within your life, somewhere along your journey, you possess a moment of clarity within your life. This moment will contain your life’s purpose and meaning. This moment will truly allow you to see where it is exactly you have been, and where it is exactly you are going. You will be awakened to all of the hidden hopes and dreams which are contained within your heart’s desire, but never knew they existed. You will now come to possess a fluent and profound understanding of yourself, in ways you previously have not. A metamorphosis will also take place within your life. Once you awaken from your chrysalis, you will not recognize your old life, as you will no be ready to create a new way of living for yourself. You will now soar within the skies and clouds of your new life; leaving behind the wreckage, trauma, and hatefulness contained within the others and the external world. You will now be living your new life freely within yourself, and within the kind warm loving radiance of the Sun’s light, and of Mother Nature’s arms.
G.G. Kalfas 