Running away from me. Your barriers are unbreakable. I never felt the need to be around you until now. The feeling shatters my self-respect and dignity into shards of nothingness. The panicked way you held the bricks in front of your face, this allowed me to know how you truly felt. It was another sinking dip into the nothingness of what our relationship is. How could it be anything more than this? You and I would never allow it. I know you want to come out; revealing yourself from behind your lies, but they protect you so well. There is no way I could protect you better than your lies do. Your lips are so sensuous, they make your lies so kind and gentle; a soft deterioration only I could crave. It is me; it has always been me. I am the only one who has longed for you, who has craved you, who has needed you. I have always felt useless for wanting you, for needing someone such as you. It is an empty worthless feeling, only a maniacal vagrant, only a master of depravity could fully understand. There will never be anything or anyone, which could come between you and I. There are no other pleasures such as our flesh burning within one another’s, which could ever be fully endured and intoxicating. I am the one who needs you the most, more than anything, more than anyone. I am your end; I will be the last image your eyes will see before they go black.
G.G. Kalfas 