Tag: feel

Imposter Syndrome

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When another reveals their true self, their true intentions to you; this is when you are finally able to see the real person hiding behind the mask, which is worn and displayed to society. Instinctively, you knew their truth all along; only now, your instincts have fully been validated. Everyone wears a mask, yet you and I do not feel the need to portray another truth to the world, which is not in alignment to the truth of our inner nature. There are so many of the others within this society, who chronically suffer from imposter syndrome. You know, I do not feel sorry for these sad fucks, as their life truly is their punishment. Do you think they fully understand just how pathetic they are? I think they do, as this is why they suffer from imposter syndrome. Why do you think so many people lack the fundamental capacity to be themselves or to think for themselves? I believe they feel that society (and/or the grotesque world of social media) will not accept them for who, how, and what they truly are. But most importantly, I believe these sad human specimens simply do not accept themselves for who, how, and what they are within the truth of their inner nature. Maybe if these others accepted themselves and their true inner nature, they would not feel the need to be something they are not. Why do you think it is that society promotes self-unawareness? Leave me a comment below and let me know.

G.G.

Random Old Men

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I know the light never wanted me here. When I go outside to lurk within the societal realm, I will usually spot an old man, quietly sitting by himself. This old man is distant from the others sitting around him, as though he wants nothing to do with them. With the intensity of his thoughts glowing within his eyes; he looks into the distance of time and space. This is the distance contained within the past, or the uncertainty contained within the near future. Smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee alone, can be a relaxing moment within one’s life. This can also reveal the emptiness, which has been acquired over many decades from being alone within one’s life. When I see these random old men smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee alone, I know this is quite possibly what my future could look like. Confusion. Fight. Change. Want. Need. Touching. Feeling. Nothing. Not much. Nothing is random. Everything has purpose and meaning.