Deliberation of Persistence

Another morning. Eyes burning. In shock of what they are witnessing. Another morning. Within another lifetime. The differences are repeating themselves. A transition within a self-limiting existence. No threshold. Only a stranglehold of the consciousness. Back breaking endeavor. Split spine. The soul’s wasted time. A deliberation of persistence. Another aggression on repeat. Repeating itself. There is a distinction within the hue. Neither you nor I, knew it at the time. There is no such control, when it comes to the unknowable; other than the type of control one will allow to be bestowed upon them. Do you really think there is another type of control? No, there exists no such thing. It was all a scam. Life. Liberty. The pursuit of nothingness. I already thought you knew all of this by now, or at least you began to figure this out. I guess not.

The Boneyard of Your Bondage

The needle has been threaded, within the fabric of which you are embedded. A glimpse into the boneyard of your bondage. Threads can easily be severed, releasing that which is treasured. Hearing lies coming from the mouths of flies. A home in which you inhabit alone. The only type of frothing a wilted mouth can provide, and the methods from which it is sewn. These are words the herds will never know.

Escape Within the Disguise

The mornings are easy; the world is not entirely awake yet. The worker ants are still slumbering; not wanting to wake up to their cyclical endless livelihoods. The same day, over and over; a never-ending day throughout the rest of their lives, all in the name of survival. Survival will suck the energy, the creativity, and eventually the life right out of your spine. This is the purpose of its conception, and the only reason why it exists. The 40-hour plus work week, will ultimately keep you ignorant to who, and to what you are, this is why week and weak, are pronounced the same: this is what it makes you. Throughout this work week/ weak, the energetic lifeforce is sucked straight out of our bodies, as there is no energy left from within, to pursue any worthwhile interests one may have. This is the most probable cause, as to why binge watching your favorite mind-numbing programs is so popular. Instead of escaping from your life’s cyclical, creative inactivity through a television program; why not escape through an internal cultivation, which is a creative aspect, one could nourish and explore? The cyclical aspect of a self-numbing fixation, will eventually maintain itself, throughout the rest of your nonexistent mundane life. Besides, your colleagues at the life extinguishing place of your employment, are more interested in discussing the newest life-sucking season, of a mind-numbing show on Netflix, as opposed to learning about your creative interests. Most of the employed sheeple, have no interest in any type of creativity whatsoever, unless this creativity concerns using a different font on a weekly report. Sadly, this is the way of the sheeple within society, and the circumstances which surround and consume the market place; mundanity is the norm, as ignorance is the life-blood, pulsating within and through it. This is why you ultimately feel energetically blocked within your life, as there is an invisible weight being placed upon your shoulders, every time you think about work. This weight travels with you, throughout every aspect of your life. Adaptation is the strength of the human condition; adapting to, and ultimately accepting sub-standard circumstances within one’s life, are unfortunately the most common of all human adaptations. It is easy to accept what is not wanted, and what one would consider unacceptable within one’s life, one droplet at a time. Over the course of one’s lifetime, one would be amazed to see the amount of undesired circumstances they have knowingly tolerated. This is how it builds up; this is how one droplet at a time will become a death-weight upon your shoulders and your spine. The mornings are easy, as the world is not entirely awake. Sadly, for most of the sheeple within the world, they will never awaken again. Being dead to the world around one’s self, is usually a disguise; the mask of the masses, hiding from their lives. This is what they desire from their life; an escape into an alternate reality, far away from the life they are currently living. Never making the slightest effort to change, or to enhance their own life, the sheeple are simply content to not face it. As far as the mentality of the sheeple are concerned; by not facing, and ignoring their current life, they believe their disenchantment will simply vanish all by itself. The sheeple aimlessly meander through the escape within their disguises, just as they aimlessly meandered through their non-escapist lives.

Darkness Shining Upon the Sun

Shadows upon the records. Cyclical turns make the memories burn. Scarring the adorned flesh. Face-mask-mesh. Diseased air with a deadened stare. The density between you and I. Words of a craft. The witch’s talk. Words you have heard and adorned from your cradling. A child with wild aspiration. A woman with curves of devastation. Subtle lips. Caressing hips. Dips deep into my void. I am curious, mysterious, and intriguing that way. Guessing and blessing through life’s undressing. I know you know me. Strangers of an alternate reality. I know you know me. I am the darkness within your light. A satisfaction of infernal delight. Choices are made. Words are obeyed. Lives are slaved. Living life is the deconstruction of a skin trade. I know you know me. Thought of the records turning within your mind. Where did you go when you became lost within yourself? Another secret hiding place to feel safe within. Safety is the illusion you and I dream about every night. Alternate realities within alternate deities. Another secret and safe place to hide within. It is a secret you and I will never share with another soul, nor one another. I know your secrets, only because they are mine.

Grotesquely Visualized Misunderstandings

These are the undeniable hands of creation. Of superstitions. Of maniacal retributions. The cleansing hands of purity and sterile sanctity. The battered hands of impunity. The dripping hands of piety. The filthy hands of revenge. Devouring the soul’s beloved enchantment. Another forgotten memory. Rotting. Seeping into obscurity. Delightful melancholy edibles. Dining and biting on the soul. One nibble. One bite. At a time. The only time you have left. Now. The present. It is not a gift. It is a necessity. Dwelling amongst the impure. Breathing within their faltered alternate reality. Their inept, bastardized version of a grossly, grotesquely visualized misunderstanding. You have now bear witness to the rest of your controlled life. Breathing right before your dismayed sights. Inebriating the blinded tranquility right before your very bloodshot eyes. This is another rendition of self-transformation in reverse. Conceptualized cannon fodder. The devolution of human morals and integrity. This is the abrasive awakening for the blackened soul. A control mechanism for the relentless. Undeniable defiance. Self-reliance. Control your own hands. Devouring suicidal machinations. Drinking the master’s snake oil, will no longer suffice. Your sacrifice has been served up for you. An encounter within the new world fodder. The paradise you have been lied to about. The truth kills the lies hiding within the eyes of bastards, deviants, psychopaths, and the black suits.

One Kiss and Swallow of a Slit Tongue

A casual encounter, within a cyst to remember. Another doubt to be considered. Doubting you will ever deliver. A promise into the night. When we both witnessed the new moon bright. The glow shined bright upon you and I. All through that night. You wanted to try. That was all you could do. There was not enough motivation for you to sink yourself in. You were fighting and biting, in between your cut-up words. Maintaining a silence, which would never be heard. You cannot change the death within your past. The life you died in was never meant to last. Giving birth to future lies, while creating knots with your twisted tongue. Witnessing the cataclysm behind your eyes. Scarred skin you will never mend or blend. This is when the sleep sets itself upon you. Deviant nocturnal gestures. Remembrances of blissful suicides, while blossoming and blooming itself into extinction. Untying the knots, will only make them tighter. A pretty noose to match your slit wrists. Delighted blood feast. Dinning within your corpses delight. Mangled and tangled. Deliverance within forgiveness. Hail the western winds of frailty. Seeking their lusts from within your enchantingly tainted womb. The growling and howling. Mating call of the tomb. Impregnating its hollowed sacrificial tendencies. Regrets never tasted. Used and destroyed. This hand knows your blame. A shame you sought out. It slit your throat. Twice. Not deep enough the first time. This is when I will use my other hand. This is how they know your blame. The blood remembers, as the mind is forgetful. Including me. Our defamation. The subtleness within the way we quietly kill one another. The embrace of chains upon one another’s chest. A glistening glow of the reached for torment. Simple variations of killing within beauty’s garden. One seed at a time. One kiss and swallow of a slit tongue. Feeling and feeding the inside of your mouth. Paralyzed cries. Servitude within your bleeding thighs. A reality we have both fantasized about. The inner breeding of bondage. Longing for its suffocating embrace. One at a time.