The true obedience within any discipline; this is the true and absolute commitment within a specific undertaking at hand. Do you have this understanding within your life? Bury all of your doubts within the soil of the Earth’s healing heart; nourishing you back to health, back to who you were, long before you became fractured within your life. The Earth can heal you, even though you do not own the ability to heal yourself. Trust in her, feel within her nature; becoming the piety within this bleak, unforsaken, turmoiled society, which created you and your mindset. The truth will arise from within, and when it does, seek yourself within your truth, and conquer the falsities within your body energy field. You will then see your internal and external worlds more clearly, and not possess any hesitation within your soul’s commitment. Make no mistake, truth is not freedom; truth is another form of bondage. Knowing the truth has never set anyone free from within themselves, as it has only caused more affliction within one’s own volition. Yet, this revealed truth, is the greatest awakening within the desired commitments of man, and the deeds he projects onto the world. Through truth, these projected commitments and deeds, are seen for what they are: the transcendence of fear into consciousness realized. Societal normalcy will no longer exist, once these truths are fully acted upon. This is when the energies and the spirits, come into and through our convictions; bringing forth the needed guidance and assistance, in order to manipulate and manifest through the grit and mundanity of the tribal external world. No more secrets will remain hidden, as you have seen the revelations opened before you, with your own eyes. From this point forth, you will never again see life the same light. Your paradigm will shift from the external, to the Universal. You can hear the Universal song, you can see the Universal vision, just as you have known the Universal thought, which penetrates deeply into your psyche.
Author: ggkalfas
G.G. Kalfas is an American born author and publisher. He is also the noted author of many books, which encompass his experiences within life and death, as these experiences are displayed through the subject matter of his short stories. His intention for writing these books, is to display the importance of philosophy and psychology, as they play an integral part of the development contained within the experience of the human condition. Within his development, G.G. was compelled towards music, poetry, art, philosophy, and psychology. He was also the lead guitarist in a Houston based metal band, as well as the owner of an underground art gallery. He now spends his time writing about the darkness within the human expression, while exploring the hidden knowledge contained within the depths of life, death, and what may or may not exist beyond human consciousness.
It is Your Sole (Soul) Responsibility
Life will leave you behind if you don’t keep up with it. It will leave you so far behind, you might never be able to catch up to it. Yet, there is hope! You don’t need to catch up to it, if you are in fact starting a new life; completely separate from the life which left you behind. That’s all you need to turn a frown upside down. The ones you thought would care don’t, and the ones who never cared still don’t: third verse same as the first. No one needs to care, as it is not their responsibility to do so. Only you need to care about yourself, as this is the greatest gift you could ever possess. It is your sole (soul) responsibility to care for yourself, to truly understand what self-reliance means within the depths of your internal nature. You are your gift, and fuck everything and everyone else.
Those People
Have you ever taken the time to notice those people? You know the type I’m talking about. Perhaps, you yourself may be one of those types of people. The kind of people who are always so busy; creating as many distractions as possible within their mundane lives, in order to keep themselves distracted, as though their tedious distractions are going to solve all of their life’s problems. What a waste of time. Not the distractions, but the person distracting themselves from their life. Time is the most precious possession a human being can, or ever will possess. Why would one waste the precious time they are given within this life, by throwing it away watching TV, altering their consciousness through the vice of their chosen narcotics, or spending time with those who do not enhance their quality of life? How much time do you waste within your life, with the nonsense and bullshit which has no purpose within your life? Life does in fact become trickier, when you worry and focus upon everybody else’s business in the world, and not your own. This type of subversion is just another way for you to waste your time; creating a distraction from your life, which has absolutely nothing to do with you. What goal has ever been achieved, by focusing and distracting one’s attention towards external circumstances, which have absolutely nothing to do with them? Not one.
Part 3
There is a lot of nonsense and bullshit contained within it. But, I know society has always been that way. I know, it is important to adapt, but how does one adapt to a world, which no longer makes sense to them?
Adaptation, is a mental construct within one’s perception of how things are, how things should be, and how things no longer are. When in actuality, one must understand how the external world (society) is 100% nonsensical bullshit! You have to create your own life, your own reality, simply because the external world will never make sense to anyone. If you adapt to a crazy nonsensical world, that in turn will make you crazy and nonsensical. Are you understanding what I am telling you?
I think so.
I’m telling you that you have to transcend society and the nonsensical bullshit contained within it, and create your own life. From this point forth, society is going to continue to change. In 5 years from now, you will not recognize the world as it is today. This is why you must find yourself internally, not externally. The New Order of life has arrived, and it may or may not contain a place for you within it. This is in actuality irrelevant, as it should be your main goal, your main focus, to create your own place within the world.
I know this, as this is why I left town, in order to isolate myself within nature’s womb. I needed to clear my thoughts, and my soul. It can be challenging at times to move forward within life, when there is a constant feeling of impending doom contained within the mind, heart, and soul. It is the most curious feeling to feel lost within life, looking for that light at the end of the tunnel.
You know, that light one will see at the end of a tunnel, is usually a train headed straight for them.
Yes, I know! I have been run over by that locomotive many times! Though, I keep moving forward, as I do not allow these defeats to keep me down.
Perhaps you are being railroaded for a specific reason.
What do you mean?
Perhaps something greater than yourself, is guiding you into a direction you would not head towards on your own, as the experiences you are currently going through, are directing you towards where you are supposed to be.
(No words, just a dead stare)
What I am telling you is: THE UNIVERSE WILL DO FOR YOU WHAT YOU CANNOT DO FOR YOURSELF.
Part 2
Why would you think I do not have the right mirror?
Well, if you are having issues seeing yourself, then perhaps you are seeing something, which may or may not exist.
What the hell does that even mean?
It means that you are seeing something within yourself, which you are not seeing in the right light, or may not be there at all. Sometimes, one’s life experiences can alter their reality; allowing one’s paradigm to completely shift into a way of thinking, which may, or in your case, may not be conducive to living a healthy life.
So, you think my life experiences have shifted my paradigm?
Absolutely! You are a completely different person than you were a year ago, let alone a month ago. Everything about you has changed to the point that I no longer recognize my friend. Do you even know who you are now?
I am still the same person I was, just a different variation of that person. Living life has the capacity to fundamentally fuck you up! Through my eyes, the way one reacts and handles their life experiences, either allows one to grow or to shrink. Consequently, one’s life experiences may actually lead them to need a shrink.
At least I know your nauseatingly sarcastic sense of humor is the same.
I understand what you are saying to me, but I need you to know that I have recognized the changes within me, in which you are referring to. I know I have changed over the past three years. Sometime I an not sure if this change is for the better or worse. I know my paradigm has shifted, as my outlook on life has completely changed. I am evolving into a new way of life, a new way of living, which I was not prepared for. I know that life is different now, but so is society and the world for that matter.
Society and the world is always going to change on you, whether you like it or not. One either needs to adapt to this change, or create a life for themselves, which is not dependent upon society and the nonsensical bullshit contained within it.
Part 1
It’s been a long time; yeah, it’s been a while. Where have you been?
Nowhere.
Everywhere.
Finding myself upon the backroads of East Texas.
Did you have any success, in finding yourself?
No; just everything I already knew became more clear to me, without defending myself from the static and distractions, which living in the city provides with great abundance.
Sorry to her that.
No need to be sorry. It was ridiculous to think I would be able to clear my head. It is an interesting felling; the feeling of feeling lost within one’s life. Can one actually find themselves, while clearing their head of their thoughts, and at the same time live life?
(Shrugs shoulders) I guess it would all depend upon the person.
Yeah. So, what has been going on with you?
Not too much, just sitting here, waiting for you to see your nose.
My nose? What does my nose have anything to do with this?
You see, well in your case you don’t; many things within one’s life, is somewhat like their nose. What they seek is directly in front of them, but it is too close for them to see it. One’s nose, is right on their face. You can touch it, smell and breathe through it, pick in it, and even scratch it, yet one needs a mirror to see it’s actually existence. Have you ever thought about buying a mirror?
I already own plenty of mirrors.
Perhaps you do not own the right one.
G.G. Kalfas 