The anatomy of my mind is far worse than I originally thought it was. Nothing is where it is supposed to be. All the parts, all of the pieces, they are all out of place. The remnants of broken thoughts, fixed conceptions, and misconceptions of myself. All of it was replaced with the memories of that night. I never get lonely, I never miss being around people. Sometimes I think most people have no purpose, all they do is consume. They have nothing to offer except to take in, that in which they cannot replace. I see it all the time, useless, mindless, and numbness. These families, all they do is reproduce their ignorance within their offspring. It is a cyclical downward exercise into ignorance. They do not even know what they are doing. Giving and living their voided life to and for others. They have nothing to offer except their ignorant opinions, especially when they post online to their social media pages of what they ate for dinner. I should give them a bullet from my gun to eat. I wonder how many stars that meal would receive on a review? Is society really better off with people like this in it? All you have to offer the world is fucking pictures of your food? What a fucking tragedy these people are. Don’t get me wrong, they are the control system’s favorite type of people; dumbed down, ignorant consumers that lack the ability to think for themselves. Please do not have any worries, I will exterminate each and every one of them, one by one. They are too stupid to even know that I am coming for them. I’ll walk straight into their home during dinner, while they are taking pictures of their food and bullet the entire family in one session. Then I’ll take pictures of their blood and brained food and post it on their social media pages: #whatsfordinner #whoshungry. Knowing how these fucking idiots are, it would probably become a trend. When was the last time any of these brain-dead zombies read a book, or did anything for that matter to increase their knowledge? Why is the world so fucked up? Have you ever been online? Have you ever watched television? It’s nothing but all fucked up. The majority of people that try or do make their living online do it by shaming, ridiculing, or making fun of other people in the world. It is not an issue that they are doing this, from the beginning of time, people have always tried to make money jumping on some bandwagon or another. It is the fact that other ignorant fucks are getting their opinions from other ignorant fucks. People are too stupid to know that they are being dumbed down, yet again through what they consider entertainment. When did being dumbed down become trendy entertainment? It probably came to a head when television sets became the fad as everyone needed to have one in their home. It started at home, then one in every room of the home, then in your car, and now in your pocket. You cannot go anywhere in society without your brain being ejaculated on with the useless garbage that it ejects onto you. It has impregnated your brain with their thoughts, their ideas, their emotions, and their feelings. Nothing you do, say, or feel is of your own. You have given birth to their story of how they want you to think life really is. They spin you like a toy top for their own amusement. I have witnessed this with my own eyes. I was driving home one evening when I saw something strange, something was not right. I pulled over to see what it was, to see exactly what I was looking at. I had never seen anything such as this in my entire life. It was up in the sky, about five-hundred feet up in the air. It was hovering over an empty field, not moving, completely still. If you held a basketball in your hand with your arm stretched out and up, this would be the size of the object I saw hovering over the field that night. If you took the basketball and cut it in half horizontally, and kept the top part of the sphere, that is what the shape looked like. The only way I know how to explain it is this: the top part of the dome was light that was not giving off light. Yes, it was lit with a bright light, but no light was coming from it. It was as though the light was remaining within itself. The bottom part of the sphere was flat and black. It was the blackest black I had ever seen. It was as though the bottom of the sphere could have been a black hole into another dimension. There were four metal bars underneath the sphere within this blackness. These four metal bars were crossed as though it created a number sign such as this: #. These black bars were giving off black light. It was not the type of black light that we know of. The black light we know of comes across as looking like a purple light. The black light the sphere was giving off was intense. We do not know of anything yet that will create an authentic black light, yet the sphere I saw that night over the field had a true black light pulsating from it. Something within me did not feel safe. I immediately jumped back into my vehicle and sped off. As I was turning down the street to go into my neighborhood, the sphere was hovering over the convenience store that was located on the corner. I freaked out. I started to get paranoid, wondering why the sphere was following me. I drove home as fast as I could, while still driving safely. I ran inside of my house, locked all of my doors and windows, and turned off all of the lights. I kept looking out of the widows of my house at the sky to see if the sphere was over my house or not. I know you might be thinking that I might be a crack pot or something like that because of the rant I went on earlier in my letter, but no, I am not a crack pot! That sphere was one of two things: it was either a real-life UFO with extraterrestrials operating the sphere, or it was the CIA in one of their experimental crafts. Either way, it was a really fucked up experience I had. My mind does not work the same after seeing the sphere that night. My thoughts, my mind, my speech, my eyesight, nothing works as it did before that night. It had something to do with that black light, that black pulsating light, I know it! Now, you might understand my rant in the beginning of this letter. There are more serious things going on in the world that people should pay attention to. There is a system of control that is changing our home, which is the Earth as we know it. Shopping and posting pictures of food on your social media pages only helps the control system, control you.
