Confinement is the most destructive type of rebirth I have ever experienced within this lifetime. I am not referring to the type of confinement where isolation is concerned. I am referring to the type of confinement which the individual is powerless against. Never before have I experienced this type of torment within my lifetime. I do not think, no, I know I do not have the capacity to undergo this type of brutality a second time within this lifecycle. If I do, I know for certain I would not survive to see the other side of life. Powerlessness is a fable told to children in fairytales. The true individual is never powerless over their life, yet circumstances and situations may arise, in which one will need to develop the defense mechanisms needed, in order to know exactly how to experience these circumstances and situations. At times, one may be tempted to simply ignore these specific circumstances and situations, as they may be seen as too much to face all at once. This may in fact be true, yet truth and reality are usually subjective in nature, and undeterminable within most of life’s treatments, but this is only true when it concerns life’s remedies for living a fragmented life. No one will ever know, nor will anyone ever experience your inner fight. This is a secret you must hold near and dear to your heart. Your inner fight is your inner flame, your inner desire. Your inner fight is what will ultimately keep you alive inside of yourself. Life is cyclical in its methods and modalities. One may experience the same occurrence and/or circumstance throughout their lifetime, yet it may be presented to them within their lives wrapped up and contained within different packaging when life presents it to them. There is something which must be healed when this situation keeps arising within one’s life. Perhaps one cannot heal this specific issue within their life, as life simply presents this circumstance as a reminder of how they will never achieve any type of inner peace within themselves when it concerns this circumstance. There is a good chance life has a sense of humor you and I will never quite understand.
Author: ggkalfas
G.G. Kalfas is an American born author and publisher. He is also the noted author of many books, which encompass his experiences within life and death, as these experiences are displayed through the subject matter of his short stories. His intention for writing these books, is to display the importance of philosophy and psychology, as they play an integral part of the development contained within the experience of the human condition. Within his development, G.G. was compelled towards music, poetry, art, philosophy, and psychology. He was also the lead guitarist in a Houston based metal band, as well as the owner of an underground art gallery. He now spends his time writing about the darkness within the human expression, while exploring the hidden knowledge contained within the depths of life, death, and what may or may not exist beyond human consciousness.
The Ripping Departure
It is within times such as these, when everyone around you will start to doubt your abilities, motivations, intentions, and just doubt you as a whole. There will be no support from anyone around you, and if there is, they will throw all of your failures and liabilities straight in your face. Afterwards, they will claim they didn’t mean to do it, but you know they knew exactly what they were doing. They think they know what is best for you, yet they do not know what is best for themselves. The world will always close in on you. This is why it is important to keep you distance from the others, and the external world around you. No one will ever have your best interests at hand, as you must always travel throughout the external societal world with yours clenched; ready to strike anyone down at any given moment. One must maintain extreme prejudice and protection within their body energy field, when it concerns the external world. When does survival not concern the external world? I have not lived a day within this lifetime, when I was not under attack by some type of external force or circumstance. These externals can be somewhat impulsive at times; coming for you, your life, but mostly for your very soul. The sights projected from within their beady little eyes, their perception sees you as being indebted to them. This is their perception, the insecure mental state they constantly and thoroughly live within. You may feel stuck with them at time, as these types of people will constantly keep showing up on your life’s path. They are all distractions, nothing more. Do not allow these feeble-minded sheeple to distract you from anything while you make your way down your life’s path. It may feel at times that the wings to fly away from your life’s troubles and problems have been ripped straight from your back; leaving you defenseless and motionless. You may in fact be left feeling mentally, emotionally, or even physically paralyzed from the ripping departure of what you may feel is a defense mechanism of the ability to escape any situation or circumstance you may want and/or need to flee. There is never a need to escape, as you possess the inner strength within your body energy field, to handle any type of situation which may be presented before you. You never needed wings to fly, all you ever needed to change your circumstances is contained within you. It is your mind.
The Voodoo Industrial Komplex
“Everything is Sneaky in Sneakyville”
The Blink of a Thought
What is it exactly, which seems normal to you? Your scattered thoughts? Your mumbled words? The short breaths you seem to choke upon, on a daily basis? No; none of this would be considered normal. Hell, you and I have always been far removed from anything, which would be considered normal. This is why you must create your own salvation within your very own thought process. The others, who are very much basic within their thoughts, words, and deeds, all seem to be oozing propaganda from their thoughts. I have to wipe it off from my boots most of the time when I walk past them. This is why I try not to walk past them. This is why I have nothing to do with them. This is why I have never trusted them. How can one trust, that in which will betray themselves, let alone betray another within the blink of a thought? This is why distance is so important. Distance allows one to see the forest and the trees at the same time. Distance allows one to maintain the integrity of their thought process. Distance is what allows you and I to maintain our heritage within the corruption of another’s distortion. I have seen it so many times; false ideologies being indoctrinated upon the weak-minded. These weak-minded sheeple have absolutely no idea what they are getting themselves into, or out of. They seem to enjoy, and take pride in swimming in the cesspool of diseased lies. You and I know better than to fall or believe any of the nonsense, which is spewed from the lips and tongue of the control machine. If one does not know what to think, another will happily provide their thoughts for them, as these thoughts are contained within the world’s mirror for life’s inhabitants to choke upon.
Masochistic Narcissism
Hmm. I knew you would find me here. Where else would I be? It’s just you and I in here now. The others would never think of looking for us in here. Are you kidding me? Reading gives them a headache! That is the entire reason as to why they are so stupid and lazy; internally lacking any type of initiative whatsoever. This is why you are I are safe in here.
In here, this is where the pain is tolerable. The pain is a steady indoctrination into the masochistic arts of self-expression, self-exploration, and self-extermination. The self needs to die, in order for one (you and I) to live. Life is death on a continual basis. The absolute purpose and function of life itself.
You and I are the same, yet we are different functionalities contained within the same circumstances of the same being. I knew you would understand my disposition once I explained it to you. A psyche is a fragile concept, which deserves a tremendous amount of nurturing and clarity, in order for the individual to promote growth within themselves.
This is when that high-pitched tone in your ears begin to ring and sing its lovely medley to you. The uninitiated would ignorantly refer to this ringing and singing as tinnitus, but you and I know better than that. The ringing and singing is you guiding entity, communicating its infernal hymns to your mind and soul. Do you not find it curious after you experience the ringing and singing, you feel compelled to take some type of action to accomplish a certain task? Where do you think this inner compulsion is birthed from? That’s right; your guiding entity.
One night, about a year ago, I was conducting a spirit board session. Of course this was a solitary endeavor. Alone, in the darkness, and safely within the confines of my inner sanctum, I began my spirit board session. I let go of my consciousness, and began to experience an ‘in and out’ feeling within my being. Within this state of consciousness, I began to feel dizzy and nauseous. As a heavy sweat poured itself though my pores, this is when I could feel a still, subtle breath, lightly breathing on the back of my neck. Knowing I was alone, I still maintained my composure. This is when I asked aloud, “Who is in here with me, breathing on the back of my neck?” This is when the planchet began to slowly move. I thought perhaps I might be moving the planchet within my current state, so I removed all 8 of my fingertips, and only used the 2 tips of my index fingers. While the planchet was still moving, it slowly spelled out… D…E…V…A… After the planchet spelled out, “DEVA” I was not sure what to make of it. As I sat in my isolation chamber, in my in and out state of consciousness; I asked aloud, “What does DEVA mean?” I sat there quietly for 20 minutes; nothing. This is when I gave thanks for the communication, and closed the session. The following morning, this is when I suddenly awoke in a cold sweat; remembering and knowing exactly what a DEVA is. Now I know the entity guiding and nurturing me from within.
When They Core Dump On You
It is plainly obvious when one of your “friends” is seeking counseling or is in treatment, but has not acknowledge this “treatment” to you. The most blatant, telling sign of this “treatment” is when this supposed friend will core dump all of their thoughts, feelings, and emotions upon you, as though you are their therapist; or as I like to call it, a “treatment specialist”. What makes this “friend” think it is acceptable to energetically impose their life’s problems onto you, without your permission? You see, it has become a habit for this person, as their self-centeredness has full control. It is easy to recognize how this “friend” is really not a friend, but more of an albatross, a noose-designed anchor necklace, which they feel you should proudly wear around your neck, with enthusiasm of course. Their life is horrible, painful, and outright miserable. It can be extraordinarily challenging when your Amazon package does not arrive on time, or when you are having problems deciding which country in Europe to visit on your summer vacation with your family. Could you imagine having to deal with these types of problems on a daily basis? I truly do not know how they get through it… But, my all-time favorite, is when these albatrosses complain about their children, and how undisciplined they are. These pathetic excuses for parents, do not realize they are the root cause of their delinquent children’s behavior. I find it amusing how grown adults, cannot or refuse to, acknowledge the truth within themselves. So, why do these albatrosses feel entitled to core dump their life’s problems onto you without hesitation? It is only because they do not have the strength within themselves to take charge of themselves, or their environment. In their mind, responsibility is not something they feel they should be responsible for. They should download the responsibility app to their smart device. Oh, I forgot… there is not an app for that.
G.G. Kalfas 