A Symptom of Creating the Disguise is Silence

The quiet of the stillness; longing for and abiding at the same time. It is the quietness of the stillness within the mind, which creates the long sought-after wholeness. The deafening stillness of the mind, can be alluring at times. Especially when the mind is violently consuming within its own methodical ways. There are many ways, which one can drown out their own life. I have become the master within all of the methodical ways. The voices become intolerable. One over and under the other. A constant argument, contained within the cells of my brain. The voices speak their intelligible ways. An intelligible one-way conversation. As it will remain, and how it has always been. Transgressive. I tried to get rid of the voices a long time ago. My methods obviously did not work. This is why I developed a new methodology. Now I have given each one a name. When I hear a new voice within my mind, I give it a name. If the voices will not go away. I might as well get to know them a little bit better. If not me. No one ever will. I am their only hope at life in this world. If I do not give them a voice. Who will?

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