Witness to the Undeniable

That instinct you have, you know the one I am talking about; the one you were born with, yes, that one. It is not as strong within you today, as it once was. It is only this way because you do not exercise it as you once did previously. Just as with anything within your life; if you do not utilize it, it will simply fade away into the obscurity of your existence. This is when the deep sleep sets in; making everything within your life unrecognizable, this will also include yourself. You will eventually become just another familiar face within the obscurity of your own life. This obscurity will slowly seep into your existence, rotting you thoroughly from the inside out, completely and fully. This is when the irritability will slowly seep in as well; engulfing and illuminating your insides, well beyond the point of their internal capacity. This is when you will witness the undeniable truth pour forth from your being, engulfing your world completely, wholly, thoroughly. It is a language you have become fluent in, within and throughout your life: the language of rage. You can rip life apart with your bare hands and your bloodied and scabbed knuckles. There is nothing more defiant, than the defiance of the way you live your life. Uncut, unfiltered, and unloved; this is the only way you have ever know, as it will be the only way you will ever know. Nothing and no one else care to know you, your lifestyle, or your thought process. This is the path you have treaded throughout your entire life; what would make you think it would be any different now that you have evolved into your true, undeniable self? Nothing has changed within the external world; it is only the internal changes, which set forth upon you and your lifetime. There is no difference between you and I, except for the understanding that there truly is no, “you and I”; there is only the illusion of you and I existing. Once this realization has unfolded before you, this is when the rage sets itself onto you. Allow this internal rage to consume your being completely. This type of rage is good, as it consumes you with the most purposeful attributes and meanings. This rage may be blinding at first, but once it has become focused; it will cultivate then devour, all that which hinders your forward movements towards the external circumstances within this illusion. Within this volatile rage, you will once again remember and regain your internal instincts you once lost contact with. The blockage of these internal instincts, is what has ultimately been your internal hindrances throughout your entire turbulent lifetime. Rage is the fertilizer for all things necessary to grow. Many of the others “think” and “feel” that this is the role of love, but it is not. Love is an all-consuming, confusing, and an irrational predator; leading the confused into directions they necessarily should not be going into. On the other hand; rage is focused, undeniable, and relentless. This type of focus will lead to the complete devastation and annihilation, of what is being focused on at any given moment. This devastating annihilation, will eventually lead to a new rebirth; the phoenix arising reborn from the burnt ashes of its bruised and bloodied past. Love is the forgiveness of the past, where rage is attaining completion, and the ability to move beyond the dead memories from within the past. I know you have tried in vain, many times over to see and to find another way through your confusing life. Have you found another way to move beyond your life yet? If you had found a way, you probably would not be reading these words at this very moment. There are many nuances within the confusion of the certain paths we choose to walk down within this lifetime, but never allow yourself to be of that specific confusion you are trying to move beyond and understand within this lifecycle.