Transparencies within your Disparities

Within sowing the seeds of your life; you may come to find the transparencies within your disparities. This is easy to bypass, as long as you fully understand the inner and outer workings of the energies and of the spirits. Your life is a blank canvas; waiting for you to paint the picture within your mind upon it. Time and time again; you may not fulfill the obligations you may have within your heart, but as long as you maintain your vision, eventually nothing will ever be able to hinder your movement forward. This is the great secret; the great gift of antiquity. The inner knowing’s of this great work is paramount; the fulfillment of your truth, is what creates wholeness and true prosperity. Allow the negative, and base inner workings within your psyche; to fully dissolve into the past from which they evolved from. This is where all of the lies, guilt, frustrations, and the so called, ill-willed mental constructs thrive. There is no breath within failure; just as there is no life within the past. The past will only contain confusion and false memories. Do not believe the confusion within your past memories, as they all wrong; just as most of the past memories usually are. You must construct your life within the habitation of your inner nature as it exists within you today. This is the only true methodology of moving forward; towards the inner desires within your life. Others may try to inflict words of doubt, guilt, fear, and failure; just know they have their own motives at play, which have absolutely nothing to do with you, or your life-cycle. You may notice this at times; the different cycles, which revolve around you at certain stages within your development. You must pay very close attention to these cycles; as they are representative of inner wounds and conflicts, which will need to be tended to. There is a reason these cycles keep surfacing within your life, as they are manifestations of unhealed past traumas, which are still subconsciously affecting you, and your life. What is concerned within you, which needs to be resolved? This is for you to look at; decide what steps need to be taken, in order to heal from these conscious and subconscious wounds you have been internally experiencing through these years, which still remain unresolved. You must look internally within yourself for this healing, as no one else has the power to do so for you. You are the only one you can truly be honest with, as the truth is far more fantastic than fiction. Resolve your inner conflict before it is too late; as they may permanently intergrade with your personality, forever altering you in a light you may not want to see yourself in. This is partially why so many of us live within the darkness; as to not see ourselves within our mirror. This is not the great darkness of enlightenment, but the lesser darkness of spiritual, mental, and emotional isolation. Nothing will grow wholeheartedly, within the lesser darkness of isolation; moreover, postponing the inevitable within this tempting, all-consuming hibernation of the soul’s growth is a waste of time. In this case; stagnation and retreat, are far more seductive and alluring, than facing your inner cycles straight in the eyes. This is the grand deception your mind will play on you; making you think a circumstance is worse than what it truly is. The mind does not like to go into itself; as there are countless defense mechanisms and booby traps, in place to prevent such internal awakenings from taking place. This is the domino effect at play within your mind. When you come across a specific memory or experience you may have encountered within your past; it will lead you to other painful and ill proportioned memories, which are somehow deviant in purpose and meaning, to connect through unspecified pathways, leading you to even more painful and erratic thoughts, feelings, and emotions. This is when you need to be forceful, and breakthrough that stagnant hindrance within your polluted and distrustful mind. This will be difficult at first; but after time with a forceful insight, and through endurance and many internal conflicts, you will overcome your own mind, from the inside out. Thus, creating your own mind for yourself; releasing all of the poisoned thought process, which were carelessly put there by you, and others around you within your life experiences. That nervous knot may still persist within you, though you have tried all of these years to be rid of it. As long as you internally persist, it will eventually fade away; releasing all of the influx within negativity you have dealt with for the duration of your lifetime, back out into the Universe, from which it came. At times, you may find that knot within the pit of your stomach, coming back to visit with you; pay it no attention, as it is the remnants of past ills and anxieties you have faced throughout your lifetime. Just breathe, and the knot will dissipate by untying itself from within you; releasing the bondage you have constantly held yourself within for all of these years. There will still be much within you, which may remain unresolved within your subconscious, as this internal cleansing, is a lifelong progression of cleansing after cleansing. During your cleansing, the old habits, grips, and memories, may come back for you; sucking you deeply back into the abyss. You must resist these negative impulses, as they are seductive and alluring as well; possibly even more so, the further along you ascend within your internal development. The blockage you will face during your development, will definitely do its best to hinder any type of ascension, as the knots within your stomach will tighten, cutting off circulation within your digestive tract. To remedy this causative circumstance; turn your eyes inward, and see where this tightening knot has come from. You will have the ability to recognize the seeded source of this knot; as images from life experiences will flood before you within your mind’s internal eye, seeking refuge within your external life. You must not allow this knot to manifest within your life; as the results of these ill-timed manifestations will ultimately be dire.